Have you ever loved somebody so much that it actually hurts.? Well that's the way I feel, the way I feel about him. Park Chanyeol. My giant. Hah, I shouldn't say that, he isn't exactly mine, but god damn it I wish he was. Everything about him was just too perfect, his hair, his eyes, his smile oh my just everything. The minute I laid my eyes on him I was hooked. I guess I should be grateful that we're best friends, its better than nothing I suppose. Its been nearly 6 years that I've loved him, I've tried to get over him but I just can't . Damn it Chanyeol why do you make me this way?