Wavy black hair, kind of messy but still look lovely...

a glass of green tea frappe as always, wearing white t-shirt and blue jeans, checking on her phone and crossing her legs as she waiting waiting for someone. as i looking at her from behind....

without realizing it......

i smiled ....

i chuckled a little bit, "she's cute" i thought, i walking to the table where the lovely girl sit, as i sit we met each others eyes and smile.........

Started a conversation after we never meet for such a long time, talking about movie, book, music and food, laughing.........

both of us realize that we're not funny so we laughing at each other because our joke is a fail...

3 years since i met her, when her wavy hair still short...in this cafe, at 12 a.m

when she tell me about her passion, about her reading hobby, about how she hate veggies and how she have a feeling for me....

that afternoon,

I know that she's about to comeback to her country......

I know that she put her courage to tell me......

but what i really regret that time is that i keep silent, not answering anything....

I remember her face that time, waiting for an answer with a slight smile and hope, but we keep silent like 5 minutes and then she break the silent with an excuse "i have to go back", she packed her stuff in a hurry and leave..

I know that she hold her tears...

as much as i wanted to say yes, my mouth just wont move.....

Now, as I watch her laughing in front of me I also have made up my mind....

"let's take a walk" i said as she nooded..

we walking at the park near the cafe, it's 10.00 p.m and it's not as crowded as usually....

as we walk in silent, i try to break the silent, "remember 3 years ago ?", i look at her and waiting for her answer, she look at me and smiled "sure" and then look away as she want to avoid the conversation...

Kyungsoo : im sorry

Girl : hhmm ? for what ?

Kyungsoo : for that time...

Girl : oh...(giggled) it's okay tho...bad timing hehe (smirk) (as hertear start to show)

Kyungsoo : You're not crying, aren't you ? (look at her)

that tears, i finally saw her crying...again....because of me....

without realizing it my hands wipe her tears she she still looking down and won't look at me.........

"im sorry" and then i kiss her check....suddenly she stop crying and look at me....not saying anything but her suprised face looks cute for me....

"will you...." i kiss her without finishing my sentence "....be mine?"