First Kissing Scene

My name is Tina, as you have known about it. I am a tomboy from Thailand, yet, I still a pure woman. Of course! I still believe that  this is my destiny, to be a woman, loving a man, experiencing pregnancy,  and having a lovely family.

Yes, I still a pure  woman, until the most unexpected chance approached me at the end of 2010. This  chance is brought by my best friend since I  was in kindergarten. In the rainy  day, she told me about a film casting, with the title:  Yes or  No.

Because I want  to  buy something, which is very  expensive, I did the cast. I  followed Every single  step. With hardwork  and  strong willpower, I finally made  it! Yes,  I got  the  main position, main 'actor' as  Kim!

I was  very  excited. Actually, this is  not my first time,  to  entertain people. You  know,  since  I was  in high school,  people  recognized me as  a singer and  radio announcer. But,  what made it good, memorable,  and  exciting is because this is my first  time  in a film  production!

My  partner  in this  film is  Aom.  The  cutest woman that  I've ever recognize.  She  is  cute, beautiful, and kind. In the first time we met, it was very awkward.  Especially when  me,  Aom, and the producer discussed about the script.

"Kissing  scene?" I whispered. I can't believe that  I  will do the kissing scene  in front of the camera. Honestly,  until  that time,  I  never  kiss anyone  else  except my  parents.  And  of course, I  never did  that kind  of  kissing in the lip, even  with my  own parents.

"Why? Do  you affraid of it,  Tina?" asked  the  producer. I shaked my  head. "So?"

"Ah, it is my  first time  to kiss  someone in front of the camera," I answered.

"I see," the producer noded his head. "Don't worry, you will get more reward from that scene," he continued. "So, do you have any trouble other than that?"

"No," I answered, smiled to her.

"How about you, Aom?"

"No, I have not," Aom answered, with the smile in her lips. "Tina, if you want me to help you, just told me. I am very happy to help you," she continued. I smiled to her and nodded. Then, we continued our discussion for 2 hours. After that the producer left us first, so I was only with Aom in that room.

"It is my pleasure, to work with you, Tina," Aom smiled again. I just speechless, and nodding. I couldn't say a word.

Then, the filming time was started. In the first three weeks, everything seems going to be alright. Being Kim who fall in love with Pie was not that hard. It was so natural indeed. I didn't have a hard time, to smile and acting cool in front of Pie. It was not too hard, to act like there are butterflies in my stomach. It was not too hard, to saying every single lovely word to her in the film. Just like Kim, I just realized that Aom is that undeniable beautiful with that kind of aura and kindness.

Then, here we go! The kissing scene.

"I feel nervous," I talked to myself, in front of the mirror in our make up room. Our make up room is right beside the bedroom that I and Aom will do the kissing scene. It was, exactly the same with the room of kissing scene, except the presence of the extra chairs and tables. It made me more nervous. Especially when I saw the bed, the place where I will hug and kiss Aom. Suddenly, my face turned red. I didn't realize it, but Aom did!

"Do you nervous?"

"Yeah, this is my first time," I answered.

"This is my first time too, with a girl. But, don't worry, it might be easier... err, right?" Aom answered, bitting her lips awkwardly.

"Ye-yeah," it can't be helped, but increase my nervous.

"Should we practice it?" suddenly, that idea coming from Aom. I couldn't said a word but nodding. I didn't realize, when I started to always take a look at her lips. And sometimes, the wild imagination on kissing her lips was come, and come again. And again.

We were agree to close the door and locked it. Then, with the white costume for the kissing scene, we were crawling on the bed, then sitting on the centre of that bed. "It might be awkward, but, we need to endure it. You can close your eyes, if you want," said Aom. I just nodding, again. Then, Aom reached my right hand, and placed it in her neck, while she placed the other hand of mine, in her waist. After that, she placed both of her hands in my waist.

Aom closed her eyes, her lips is closed too. Waiting for my lips to approch hers. OMG. It was more than hard! My heart was beaten faster than before. I just can't believe it. Ah, it was very hard to describe my feeling at that time.

One minute. Two minutes. Three minutes.

"Tina?" Aom open her eyes. she was worried when there is no other lips that touched hers. Then, she was right, when she opened her eyes, she saw my freaky face that full of sweat and redness. Then, she laughed, hardly in front of my face. She touched her face with her hands. "Tina, you are so cute!"

"Aooomm...," said me, childishly.

"Okay, okay. So, in the first time, let me do this. Then, you can try it. Okay?" I nodded.

She placed both of my hand in her wrist, while both of her hands in my neck. She closed her eyes, so did I. Then, in seconds, I can felt how warm is her breath, and how fast her heart is beaten. In a minute, I can felt the warmth and softness of her lips. She just placed it, in my lips. And we did it for maybe 10 seconds, but I felt like it was an hour! I almost lost my breath and my heart. It was more breathtaking than I run for marathon olympiad in my school last year.

After that, Aom pulled out her warm lips. After that both of us opened our eyes. She saw me with her tender eyes and beauty smile. But then, we kept in silence.

The awkward moment last long, for minutes.

"T-thanks, Aom," I said awkwardly. I couldn't saw her, straight to her eyes. It was very embarassing. But, it was more embarassing when I realized that in my silence time, I couldn't take my eyes from her lips.

"Y-yeah," Aom said it awkwardly.

"S-should I try it by my own?"

"O-of course!" in that awkward moment, I tried to make it better. So, now is my turn.

I placed my hands in her wrist, and she has known what she needs to do, so she voluntarily placed her hands in my neck.

I decreased the distance between me and her. Then I closed my eyes. After that, I kissed her passively. No lips movements, whether it was from me, or her. Then, I didn't know, where does this passionate feeling came from, I began to move my lips. First, I kissed her upper lip several times, then the under lip. She gave responds towards my kisses, then answered it passionately. At that time, we kissed each other passionately, for the first time.

There was no distance between us. Our body was clinging tto each other. Because it was hard to maintain the balance, then we were fall, and our position has changed. In the first we have sitting position. Then, our posittion was sleeping position, with me, on the top of her.

At that time, even if we were fall, but no one would to end the kiss.

And me. I truly didn't want, to finish the kiss.