Track 8

Voice of the Heart [hiatus]

Sung Yeol's POV

"Master Sung Yeol." one of the maids knocked on Sung Yeol's bedroom door. "It's time to wake up."

"Mhmm~" replied Sung Yeol.

"Breakfast is waiting then." said the maid and then she walked away.

Sung Yeol then groggily got up from his bed then rubbed the sleepiness away from his eyes. After washing up and putting his uniform on he went down to their dining room to eat breakfast. When he got there he saw that his dad was still there reading the morning newspaper.

"Morning appa." Sung Yeol greeted as he sat down and a maid instantly served him his breakfast with a smile.

"Morning." replied his father showing him a brief smile before going back to reading.

This was a normal morning for Sung Yeol. The short but happy responses from his dad and the maids and butlers warm approach to him. His father, Yoon Onew, was one of the managers of the biggest company in Korea meaning that he is a very busy guy which is why Sung Yeol only sees him in the morning, no longer at night cause his dad will come home when he's already asleep.

But he doesn't hate his dad, he understands him which is also one of the reasons he gets up early, so that he could at least see his dad's face once in a day and he knows that his appa cares for him.

"So, did something happen at school recently?" his dad said suddenly. "It's just that you seem more happier than usual."

"Nothing much," replied Sung Yeol. "There's just this person I've been getting to know lately."

"Oh?" teased his dad. "Should I get to know about this person too?"

"It's nothing like that!" defended Sung Yeol but his face was beet red. "I'm just getting to know him!"

"Ok then." smiled his dad. "So what's this person like that's gotten you interested?"

"Well first of all he's really cute, and nice, and talented, and warm," Sung Yeol babbled happily. "He's kinda like mom-"

But he was suddenly cut of when his dad dropped his coffee mug onto the table hard making the room silent. Sung Yeol couldn't help but notice the sad look in his dad's eyes. He suddenly got up then went out the door.

"Have a great day at school Sung Yeol." hollered his dad from across the hall.

Sung Yeol sighed in his seat. This would always happen whenever someone would mention his mom infront of his dad. It's already been 9 years since his mom left them.

 

Flashback

A ten years old Sung Yeol was sitting on his bed waiting anxiously for what he didn't know. He was young but he knew when something bad was happening around him. He had this feeling deep inside that he was about to lose something important. He sat there while listening to the screams down stairs.

Suddenly his door swung open slowly and his mother's tear stained face was shown. Sung Yeol instinctly ran over to his mother's arm and then he could see the luggage behind his mother.

"Umma!" Sung Yeol cried. "Where are you going umma? Appa said you'll be going far away. Are you gonna take me with you?"

"No Yeollie honey," replied his mom quietely. "Umma can't take you with him."

"Then when are you gonna come back?"

"I'm sorry," whispered his mom as tears fell from his cheeks again. "But umma can't come back here anymore."

"Why? Is it because appa yelled at you?" asked Sung Yeol.

"It's because I've been a bad witch Yeollie." replied his mom. "I should have know I couldn't love them equally."

"Mistress Key," interrupted a butler. "Your car is ready, I suggest you go while Master Onew is gone."

"Thank you Mr. Kim." Key said. "I have to go now Yeollie, do you still have that music box with you?"

Sung Yeol nodded. He would never get rid of that music box he got from his mom on his 7th birthday, it was too precious for him.

"Good," smiled Key sadly. "Make sure your dad doesn't see it or else he'll get rid of it." he the kissed Sung Yeol on the forehead lovingly as a sign of goodbye. "I love you so much Sung Yeol, remember that." and with those words Key left the house without meeting Onew anymore.

 

It wasn't until Sung Yeol was 13 when his aunt Heechul explained everything to him. Heechul felt that the boy needed to know what happened so that he would stop being mad at Onew for "getting rid" of his mom.

Heechul explained that Key was already in a relationship with a man named Jong Hyun before he met Onew. Key's parents did not approve of Jong Hyun for he was merely a musician back then and showed no signs of getting big. They then fixed a marriage between Key and Onew, and Key had no say in it.

But as years passed Jong Hyun and Key's love did not change and Onew knew that he couldn't get in between them no matter that he loved Key just as Jong Hyun did.

"So you see Yeollie," explained Heechul. "Your dad didn't get rid of your mom, he just let him go."

End of Flashback

 

"Master Sung Yeol," a butler suddenly whispered in his ear making his heart skip a beat.

"Mr. Kim!" cried Sung Yeol. "I don't think I can feel my heart anymore!"

"Sorry, but you should really stop day dreaming young master." replied Mr. Kim. "A letter arrived from Mistress Key today."

"Gimme!" cried Sung Yeol and he was handed the letter. It was a postcard from France and had a picture of the famous Eiffel Tower at the front the back said something like this:

 

Sung Yeollie~

How have you been? You better be eating well! The last time I saw you you were really skinny! Is Onew feeding you? I'll bring food the next time we meet ^^ although I don't know when that would be. If you noticed from my card I'm in France right now hoho~ me and Jong Hyun are holding a concert later ^^ I wish you could watch your wonderful mother sing... maybe you could get your dad to sing! Onew has a wonderful voice [but doesn't want to show it kekeke~] Take care of your dad for me darling and reply soon ^^ I'll inform you on when I'll go back to Seoul.

Your loving mother,

Key <3

 

Sung Yeol couldn't help but smile at his mother's, well, motherlyness. He has long accepted this kind of secret communication with his mother. He couldn't tell his dad cause he was afraid at how he will react, it was either he would breakdown and cry or burst into anger. Either way he didn't want to put that kind of emotional stress to his old man.

"I'll reply to this after school." Sung Yeol said. "In the meantime, could you please hide this in the You-Know-Where Mr. Kim?"

"Certainly young master." Mr. Kim replied curtly, he was one of the few accomplices he had in this home.

"Well then," smiled Sung Yeol. "I'm off to school~"

 

Sung Yeol took his usual long route to school. It wasn't like he was gonna be late anyway, he was always the first one to get there because of his early behavior.

His usual route passed his favorite sweets store, the park he used to play as a kid (but still do) and an old antique shop that survived the ages.

The antique shop was one of his most favorite places. It had this regal feel to it and old items which piques Sung Yeol's curious little mind. It was also his mom's favorite meeting place.

Before Sung Yeol could day dream anymore he was already greeted by the school's gate. Sung Yeol said good morning to the gardener then made his way to his classroom. As he stood in front of the room he could hear a melodious singing voice from the other side of the door.

 

♫♪na sori eobsi bulleobonda geudae jigeum [I call out without sound]
gieokhamyeo bulleobonda geudae [I call out remembering you]
ijeuryeogo noryeokhaedo geudae [I try forgetting you]
nae mam gatji anheungeol almyeonseodo [knowing you don’t share my feelings]
♪♫

 

'Jongie?' thought Sung Yeol with a smile playing on his lips.'Yay! I won't be alone to day too.'

He then heard a much deeper voice, complimenting Sung Jong, emit from the room.

‘Is that Myung?’ thought Sung Yeol. ‘kekeke~ two of my favorite people are gonna accompany me this morning.’

He was about to open the door but the sight through the little glass of the door made his smile wander off. Myung Soo was holding Sung Jong’s hand and held it next to his heart. Sung Jong’s face was tomato red and he couldn’t hear what they were talking about anymore, it was like his senses went numb as his mind grew blank and his heart went cold.

‘Let go.’ Sung Yeol thought as he looked directly at Myung Soo. He was suddenly taken a back from his thoughts and was shocked with himself he then rushed to the courtyard to clear his head.

He swears he knows this feeling. He just couldn’t pinpoint it. Was it from a drama? A story? A song? And then it hit him. He suddenly remembered his father’s words when he came back on the night his mom left.

‘I love your mom Sung Yeol and I know she loves me too, just not as much as Jong Hyun. I just wish I could have made her as happy as she is with him.’

Is this what his dad felt like seeing his important person happy with another? But both Sung Jong and Myung Soo were important people in his life so he shouldn’t be feeling like this right? He should be happy that their getting along. But no, he wasn’t happy at all but he also couldn’t tell what he was feeling right now.

‘I love your mom Sung Yeol and I know she loves me too, just not as much as Jong Hyun.’

His dad’s words echoed in his head. He loved them both, Myung Soo was a dear friend to him ever since they were kids and Sung Jong was…

What was Sung Jong in his life? He was just getting close to him and yet his actions to the younger was like he was an important existence in his life. He was utterly confused right now and suddenly what happened to his parents was given a whole new light to him.

 


 

I know... not much YeolJong or MyungJong moments but Yeollie's family history is very important to the story which is why I need to emphasize it a little =)

and I have been distracted lately by this adorable  little guy:

It's Baby Beel from the anime Beelzebub ^^ it's funny, cute, awesome and funny anime series XD

 

VipAplusInspirit21: thank you ^^ and it's too late to run from NamTree's greasines bwahahaha XD

nguyenamyblob: kekeke~ thank you so much ^^ and yup yup the poster is awesome =)

phiphuong: which author-oppa? [and don't call me unnie LOL I'm just 16 so I feel so old like that XD] yes the amount of YeolJong fics are so minimum ("-_-) and yes I do love YeolJong but I'm sorry,  I've decided from the start that the end will be MyungJong... but Yeollie will still have a special place in Jongie's life ^^

mar1adyve5sa: kekeke~ Yeollie's just beginning to realize his true feelings for Jongie ^^ and a boyfriend like WooHyun? I want!!

SilverSea_SpiritStar: GyuGyu is just so adorable being all shy like that =)

LeeTacyeon: kekeke~ I know right XD

maknaeseungnim: WooHyun is just an awesome lover like that ^^ and GyuGyu is just sooooo adorable for me >.<

cachaaa: calm down XD but you are free to scream if you like XD [WooGyu does that to you ^^]

InfiniteYunJaeLove: GyuGyu is just being shy which is why he thinks he hates NamStar's surprises but deep inside he was jumping with joy ^^ and yes that poster was a great present for me ^^

emmachu: kekeke~ thank you ^^ I'm kinda glad I made you like my kind off romantic stuff ^^

BrighterthanMushroom: Hyunnie's greasiness is one of his lovable aspects ^^ [GyuGyu's just indenial XD]

miss-simple: WooGyu ^^ and yup there will be MORE YaDong and WooGyu Bonus Tracks =)

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Peppermint38 #1
Chapter 4: My name is there XD, I kind of figured out that foreverachoding is sungyeol, I hope sungjong pick sungyeol even though I know myungsoo have higher chance but I'm still hoping ❤
SnitchFeather #2
Hi Rainxsky13,

I just finished re-reading this story and I wanted to let you know how much I enjoyed it.

This was one of the first stories that I ever read. I loved it then and I still love it now.

I know that this story is old and you probably will never continue it but I just wanted to let you know that people are still enjoying it.
Piko931 #3
Chapter 1: I think i saw my name *rub my eyes*
rexlim60 #4
Chapter 1: Hahaha my name is in here
Elfinspiritexotic
#5
Chapter 22: when will u update. . . ?waiting. . . . .
shazreeza #6
Chapter 22: Nice! Is it complete? I hope there are any updates for this...hehe
alphabat9 #7
Chapter 22: Im T___T I dont know what to say