I'M SORRY 

[Baekhyun]

I miss her 

today would be our 4th year anniversary.

but now, it's just another date on the calendar.

I let her go even when I still love her. 

I broke her heart even when I knew I was her everything. 

but it had to be done.

they said, if you really love someone, you should let them go. and that's just what I did...

I let the LOVE of my life go.

And now I'm here. feeling guilty for all the things that I've done to her. 

I'm living in this cold and lonely house.

I wanted to hold her, wanted her close, and wanted her to be in this home. 

I wanted to call her again; see how she's doin' 

see if she's seeing someone at the moment.

she's constantly in my dream. Her laughter so real. But when I wake up. I find myself in our bed.... or what use to be ours anyway 

She's probably found someone else already. She's beautiful, strong and so kind-hearted. I won't be suprised if she's already married to someone who'd take better care of her than I could ever. 

I jumped at the ringing of my phone. 

"Ya byun baekhyun! why you still not here?! we need to practice our song for SMTown Singapore! don't let our sunbaes waiting! " Jongdae strictly told me through the phone before hanging up.

I finally got off the couch and left the house.