I am not lonely because i am bullied.

But, i am the one who don't want to have many friends.

 

People say, i have a lot of fans because of my beautiful face—eventhough i don't care. There are so many boys who want to get my attention, or be my boyfriend but no one ever get me or success to be mu boyfriend.

I like live like this. Lonely but always happy. I get good scores, my parents always buy me what i want.

 

I live without expression. I  can feel happy, sad, or angry. But i can't express it, it's hard to express it.

 

If i don't get close to other people, i can't feel very happy. Because, they said, if you know how to feel very happy, you will know how to feel very sad.

 

The emotion that i often feel is annoyed. Annoyed by one boy.

He is Byun Baekhyun, he is the most handsome boy in this school—they said.

I admit, he is handsome. He has good personality, caring and loving. But he has a personality that i really hate.

Playboy.

 

Like, how can someone love ends that fast? 

We are same. We are people, you can play other people heart and love.

But the thing i more hate is, the girls still like him eventhough their love's just a game for him.

 

But i don't know, i never been loved.

Or loving someone.

 

And i don't want its happen to me.

 

 

The thing i hate is.

It's happen to me now.

The most thing i hate is happening to me.

 

I can't deny it.

This is because of you,

the one i used to hate.