G-YOON

SMILE AGAIN

Cut out your heart in the strong love

Your tears burn my heart

I can’t forget the way your hands trembled weakly

as you staggered and held on to me

Your heart were bleeding because of the invisible cut created by your strong love for him.

Knowingly my eyes filled with warmness whenever your beautiful doe eyes started to beam with pond of tears.

Deeply inside my heart, I cursed that monster for not appreciate your love.

The love that I’m been craving for almost 9years of our friendship. Yet you never know.

Your tears burn my heart. I still could remember, your pale face, eyes were bloodshot red and swollen.

You tried to stand but you felt numb and stumbles on the floor,hit the glass on the table made it fell down along with you causing the loud sound of glass shattered into a small pieces.

Your hands were trembled weakly as you held onto my arm tightly as I dragged you far from the shattered glass.

"Ji.. "

"Shuusshh" I put my finger on your lips before you could continued your sentence.

“It’s okay, If it too pain, then cry.”

No longer worry about anything around you. You break down inside my arms. Crying all your heart out and I can felt your tears on my shirt.

“It’s okay.”

I’m here for you. Always.

Your tears scatter like nonstop rain,

It penetrates and pieces my heart again

The damaged heart in love

I will protect that smile

You are the only one for me

Day by Day, you been spending most of your time at my apartment. You started to lose your smile, constantly spacey and zoned out all the time. You said you doesn’t want to go back to your dorm, because you scares that your unnies might shot you with tons of questions. It’s okay, you can stay here. I told you.

You turn on the television, not knowing what to watch you pressing the remote randomly changing one channel to another. But then you decided to watch news instead. You would just stare at the TV screen, digested the news into your brains