The snow falling again this year
It is her favorite
It hurts me like hell
I know her favorite

Just...
I ignore her for 2 years and more

Now...
It has been 6 months after that time
Feel like a zombie
Feel like a mad-dumb

But
I still can feel her scent lingering around me
Her musk perfume
She likes musk
She likes rose
She likes giving me a gift

What did i do to her
I ignored her
I did my job profesionally
I did spending too much time with my friend
Even for someone who had a crush on me
I told her i was sorry
She forgave me
But this time
She could not bear it any longer
She was tired with me

I lost her
Just realized how much precious she was to me
And still precious
She did not blame me
She just blame herself to have much expectations from me

Why i was so stupid that time
I can't find her
My mom and sister ask me to join blind date
Ask me to find the new one
But my heart stuck on her

My friends introduce a new girl every single day
But my eyes only want to see her
My lips only say her name

I need her
I just realized she is my happiness

I promise to myself to be a better person to her
But if
If only she get a better person than me
Who not treat her better than me
If only like