END: Full of Regrets

Regrets
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A long hair brunette woman wearing a white long-sleeve polo tuck in on her black pencil cut skirt, clutching her black leather shoulder bag on her right arms walk in her pair of white heels to her office work. She is just living on a decent low price rate apartment just a few minutes away from her work place. Then as soon as she reach the lobby she is muttering good morning with her colleague and as soon as she reach her desk

 

“SICA~” A tanned woman with the same outfit as hers is now grinning in her side and that made her replied with her sweet smile to her best friend like since birth.

 

“Good morning Yuri-ah~” She replied in her sweetest tone and that made Yuri slightly blushed and she somehow look away to the woman who never fail her heart beat like crazy.

 

“SICAAAA YULLL!” Then another woman appear this time she is wearing a white polo under a black blazer and wearing a black slacks, clicking sound of her heels as she storm towards to them with her cheeky smile and her fascinating doe-eyes never fail to make every one melt.

 

“Good morning Yoona-yah.” She replied in same manner

 

“Morning Yoong!” Yuri greeted and she head lock the later and ruffle her hair. They are best buddies, like they are twin sisters with different mothers

 

“Yah, Yul don’t mess with my hair. Aish*” Yoona said in frustration and she fix her hair and the two heard Jessica giggle at the two and the two just blushed, they blushed every time they heard Jessica giggle, the reason? They are secretly in love with this gorjess woman, Jessica Jung. They are not aware that they are loving the same woman, how will they react if they found out they are loving the same woman?

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

“Yul, have you ever been in love?” An 18 years old Yoona who is just sitting on the railings of the campus roof top while she just let her hair drape on the wind, and she tuck her messy hair on her ears, while she look carelessly to nowhere in the midst of the horizon of the city of Seoul where the sun is ready to set. The latter just got shock to the question but she needs to play it cool and she don’t want to spill her love, even to her best friend because she might end up teasing her.

 

“Yes. How about you Yoong?” Yuri replied as she imagine her love being with her and she smile and lean carelessly to the wall nearby.

 

“Yeahhh . . . . but you know, I think she don’t feel the same way.” Yoona said in her tone of disappointment and Yuri got shock to the revelation that Yoona is gay

 

“She?” Yuri carefully asked, well she is not aware that her best friend is gay, since Yoona is just a hot chick and many guys are courting her but yeah no one did ever succeed and goodness, Yoona also share her little guy crushes and she can’t believe what she is hearing right now.

 

“Yeah, I know . . .But see. She is different. Like . . . I can go gay for her. . . but just for her Yul . . . I love her so much that I’m willing to give up anything to be with her.” Yoona said in her very serious and dreamy tone and she hop down to the railing and lean her back as she look straight to the shock Yuri, Yuri compose herself

 

“Oh. I never expect it though . . . don’t worry, I’m gay also . . . and you know . . . yes I have someone that I love, and maybe . . . she won’t like me because she is straight as ruler.” Yuri said in remorse and Yoona walk over to her and pats her back

 

“Don’t worry Yul, I think you should give it a try right? No one will lose if you didn’t try, at least you let her know your feelings.” Yoona said in her comforting tone and Yuri smile

 

“But, you know . . . if we graduate I’ll make sure to court her and also have a decent job first, and have my OWN money not my father’s money to spend with her. I . . . I-I just want to start a family with her . . . actually . . . that is how serious I am with her.” Yoona said in her very dead serious tone and which made Yuri somehow a weird feeling in her heart and she felt nervous somehow

 

“And here is the thing, I won’t let anyone end up with her unless it is me. I really love her Yul, I think I’ll die if I didn’t end up with her.” Yoona continued and that made Yuri sweat hard and her heart beat is now in irregular beat

 

“hmm . . . c-can . . I know this girl?” Yuri carefully asked and Yoona just replied her a grin

 

“W-What?” Yuri asked again

 

“Well it is a secret. You might tease me, hmmmm . . . by the way is the woman that you are in love with is one that I know?” Yoona asked and Yuri return the grin to her and she stuck her tongue

 

“I’ll not tell you also,” Yuri teasingly said and they both laugh. Yoona stop the laugh and she look seriously to Yuri which made the latter nervous again

 

“But here is the thing Yul, if . . . if  we happen to fall with the same woman. . . . I won’t hesitate to fight for her. . . .I won’t lose to you Kwon.” Yoona said in her seriousness and then she patted Yuri and smile

 

“So, if that happens, we will just wait and see whomever she chooses. Right?” Yoona continue and she extend her arm in front of Yuri and Yuri look to the hand which anticipated to be hand shake. Yuri look again to Yoona and she nodded

 

“Yeah sure Yoona.” Yuri said and she made a hand shake deal and ‘please don’t ever fall on her, Yoong, I love her badly.’ Yuri thought

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Yuri was invited to the party that Yoona throw up, it is just a celebration and they just always having a party which Yoona is always the host and they always on Yoona’s villa, yes, Yoona is an heiress of Im Corporation but she despise it and she never think of being a CEO, she wanted a simple life. Then she always inverted her friends to the party that she thrown up every Saturday night, and Yuri notice that it is quite different.

The ambiance is very different and she look around and she felt her heart beat is now pumping in abnormal way. Then she look for Jessica and she saw Jessica having a chit-chat with some of her friends and she is wearing a white simple and flowy dress, which make her natural beauty overwhelmed. Then she saw Yoona who is wearing a black long sleeve polo and a tight skinny jeans hugging her muscular thighs and she is carrying a pink bouquet

 

“Good evening my dear friends, thank you for attending my night party again. Please enjoy this wonderful evening and I would like to have some special number which is dedicated to the person that I really love. . . “ Yoona said charmingly and her friends and audience whistle and shouted in squeal and Yoona giggle, Yuri find her sit near to Jessica and they greeted each other and focus to Yoona again

 

“So, before I’ll mention her name I will dedicate this song to her. This person never fail make my heart flutter even she is not doing anything-“ Yoona said and the audience gone wild and whistling in squeal then Yoona blushed and she glance to Jessica and she saw Jessica is squealing also though she know that Jessica is not aware that Yoona is talking about her.

 

“And her smile also made my day complete, but her presence actually, and her angelic voice that always ring into my ears like a harmony. I’m willing to spend my eternity with her, I wish she will be my forever.” Yoona said sweetly and the audience are now going wild and chanting the ‘who is the girl’

 

“And mostly I believe that god gave me you.” Yoona said and she send the queue and the music start as she go down to the stage

 

God gave me you to show me what's real
There's more to life than just how I feel

 

Yoona slowly walking to the table where Jessica is and she is looking around and smiling to the audience who are now relaxing to the soft and deep voice of Yoona, and Yoona look to Jessica and Jessica is smiling to her and she still no have clue to what will Yoona do next. Yuri is now sweating really hard and swear she kinda know what will happen next the worse nightmare that she will experience


And all that I'm worth is right before my eyes
And all that I live for though I didn't know why
 

Yoona look directly into Jessica’s eyes and they heard the audience squeal and Jessica is kinda blushing as Yoona stop in front of her and looking at her lovingly and she felt Yoona hold her hand and she guide her to stand and now the audience are now went wild shouting to ‘kiss’ as Yoona and Jessica’s proximity are dangerously close and swear Yuri felt that she was stab by a thousand knives as she witness this most heart breaking moment in her life, that Yoona, her best friend will be fall in love to the woman that she really love the most.

 

Now I do, 'cause God gave me you . . .

 

 

Yoona smile to Jessica sweetly and Jessica is now felt a high school who just got a confession to her crush, and she is biting her lower lips and waiting what will Yoona do and Yoona hand her the pink bouquet and she gladly accept it and the audience again are went wild and Yuri swear she felt her tears are now falling to her cheeks and she continuously wipe it but can’t afford for it is falling continuously. Thank goodness that the place is dark and no one will notice her

 

“Jessica Jung Sooyeon, I, Im Yoona, your best friend, your childhood friend, your favourite and cute dongsaeng and most of all the deer that you are fond of, will ask you, will you be my girlfriend?” Yoona said in her charming smile and she hold the two hands of Jessica and kiss tenderly her knuckles which made the audience wild again and Jessica smile and nodded cutely which made Yoona cried in joy and she pump fist on the air

 

“YEAHH!! Sica is my girlfriend now!!” Yoona said excitedly and she hug tightly Jessica and Yuri can’t take it anymore and she stood up silently and left the place.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then 3 months came to their relationship, Yuri is just acting like normal but swear there is no night that she is crying out because her best friend and her love is now dating and they even act lovey-dovey in front of her every time they are having a night out, and swear Yoona’s hand never left Jessica’s hand and Yoona’s lips also never left Jessica’s every ing minutes, she felt like she is a third wheel every time she saw them lovey dovey.

 

“Baby, there is something that I need to tell you.” Yoona said in remorse and she bit her cheeks and Jessica look and anticipating what her girlfriend will say, Yuri is just in front of them eating and she is ignoring the fact that this two couple are cuddling

 

“My dad will send me to US, but it is just for a month, it is for our family business tour. . . . and the attendance is a must. . . Is . . .is it okay with you?” Yoona carefully said and she Jessica smile to her well somehow Jessica felt she is sad but, what she can do? Her girlfriend is a big-wigs daughter and she is very bless to have her and yeah she can’t be immature here.

 

“Sure, babe. As long as you will come back right?” Jessica said and Yoona peck the forehead of Jessica and she give her a long peck, full of longing and Jessica close her eyes feeling the soft lips of Yoona against her forehead.

 

“Of course baby, and besides Yul is here and she will look for you out of the guys who will try to flirt with you, right Yul?” Yoona said and she look over to spaced out Yuri and she snap her back to reality and Yuri just furrowed her eyebrows in confusion

 

“A-Are . . . are you s-saying something Yoong?” Yuri carefully said and look over to the love birds in her semi-poker face

 

“I said, you will take care of my girlfriend right?” Yoona said and Yuri is confused

 

“W-Wha-“ Yuri said in confusion

 

“Well, it is looks like you are not listening Yul, I said that my family will need to go to the US for a month and I’m asking you to take care of my baby girl, from the angry wolves out there, while I was away, can you do that buddy?” Yoona asked in polite way and she giggle after to the confused Yuri and swear Yuri is very happy that finally she can have Jessica alone, Yuri slightly smirk and she nodded to Yoona

 

“O-Of c-course Yoong, I will fully dedicate myself to protect Sica, whether you will not ask me or not. Aish*” Yuri said and she scratch her nape and Jessica felt that her heart is beating irregularly and she felt her cheeks and ears are burning, gosh, she can’t be attracted to Yuri, because she has a girlfriend right? Damn,

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

After a week Yoona is now on the US and Jessica is sad that her girlfriend is now on the US but her girlfriend always give her a text, voice message and video calls. Jessica is texting Yoona on the office and suddenly a pair of hands block her vision. Jessica’s poor heart beat like crazy, because Yuri is really taking good care of her and she never thought that Yuri is very sweet, gentle and romantic person, wait what? Goodness she has a girlfriend and she felt a breath of her eyes

 

“Good morning princess, I have a surprise.” Yuri said in her sweet and whisper tone and Jessica swear that she felt something on her stomach, goodness, she know it because she felt this every time Yoona is with her, no, it can be

 

“Tada! You like my surprise?” Yuri said and Jessica adjust the vision and she saw a slice of pizza and a latte beside, yes she texted Yuri a while ago that she is hungry and yes Yuri got the right choice of food, Jessica is now blushing and she bit her lower lips and she can’t look straight to Yuri

 

“T-Thank . . .y-you Yuri-ah .. . “ Jessica said in her sweet soft angelic voice and Yuri blushed and scratch her nape

 

“S-Sure . . . a-anything for you princess.” Yuri equally replied, and the princess that Yuri call her, makes Jessica’s lips curl upwards and somehow squealing.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then another week, Jessica is now confused with her feelings with Yuri, and Yuri is just filling what Yoona can’t do for now. But she didn’t ask Yuri for it and Yuri just do it for herself but Jessica actually like it, then she heard her phone ringing, it is from Yoona

 

“Hi baby! I miss you soooo much~ I want to go home now and taste your lips and feel your warmth again.” Yoona said in her sweet tone and Jessica smile to her girlfriend and she heard the doorbell ring

 

“I miss you too so much, just a minute baby, someone’s on the door.” Jessica said and she open it and it is Yuri who is grinning at her while she show the pack breakfast, well Yuri always bring her a breakfast that she cook, if she is not her best friend Jessica might thought that Yuri is hitting on her, but she don’t mind it actually she is touch,

 

“Baby, Yuri is here. You want to talk to her?” Jessica said sweetly and that made Yuri clench her fist swear she would never expect the sweet talking of Jessica to her girlfriend and Yuri forcedly smile and Jessica let her in

 

“Sure, can I talk to my buddy.” Yoona excitedly said and Jessica hand over her phone

 

“Hey Yoong,” Yuri said

 

“Yah! What’s with that tone, don’t you miss me?” Yoona said and she grin

 

“O-Of course buddy, I miss you too, h-how are you doing?” Yuri said and she glance to Jessica who is now preparing the breakfast and swear her night gown makes her south throbbing and she can see through her black under wear through it, Yuri gulp her saliva and look away to the distraction

 

“Hm, about that . . . I don’t know how . . .will I tell this to Sica” Yoona said and it is full of sorrow and Yuri became worried

 

“What do you mean Yoong?” Yuri asked carefully

 

“My dad extended our trip for another month, and I miss my Sica-baby so much, that it kills me slowly as the days are extended away from her.” Yoona said and Yuri somehow felt happy about it and she needs to relax and she slightly release inaudible sigh of relief

 

“So you want me to tell her?” Yuri asked

 

“No, I will tell her later, just take care of her please. . . I love her so much that it will really hurts if something happen to her.” Yoona asked and Yuri of course will take care of her, and more than she take care of Jessica because she loves her so much

 

“Of course Yoong, of course.” Yuri replied

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

The month came, Jessica is now missing her deer, but thanks to Yuri that she is making her busy and always hangout with her every night and she sleeps over to her apartment and Yoona also don’t have time to call her but her deer is trying her best to contact her if she is not busy.

 

“Sica-yah. What movie do you want?” Yuri said and she show the DVDs in Jessica who is looking to her phone, while she wait for someone to text and she know who is it. And she felt her heart clenched and Jessica look to Yuri

 

“W-What did you say Yul?” Jessica asked and Yuri walk in near to her

 

“Sica . . . . “ Yuri worriedly said and Jessica beam her smile

 

“Don’t worry Yul, I just . . . miss Yoongie. . . but I understand her . . . of course she is very busy . . “ Jessica said and she look to her phone with the picture of Yoona and her as her wallpaper

 

“Sica, I’m here for you and I can fill up what Yoona can’t.” Yuri voice her thought and that made her widen her eyes and Jessica swear her heart beat is now escalating and they both blushed and look away from each other, goodness how careless Yuri is for slipping unintentional confession to Jessica and for sure it will be awkward

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Then another week had passed and it will be three weeks before Yoona will come back, and swear Jessica didn’t receive any text from her girlfriend for this past weeks and she became frustrated and insecurities are consuming her,

 

“Sica, look we can try this one it is looks delicious.” Yuri said and she glance to the space out Jessica and she know that this woman is thinking about her, again. And Yuri clench her fist and she wrap her arms around Jessica which made Jessica shock

 

“Sica, I don’t want you to look sad, please. . . tell me what can I do? It hurts that you are looking like this. . . and it really pain my heart.” Yuri give a sweet and tender embrace which made Jessica stoned and her heart is now jump out to her rib cage, because it is different from a friend’s embrace, it is full of love like Yoona embraces her, and she felt that her arms automatically wrap on the neck of Yuri and bury her face to the girl’s shoulder, the embrace is so familiar yet it is different. Yuri blushed that Jessica equally embrace her and swear she is the happiest woman in the world and she caresses the back of Jessica

 

“You want to go home now?” Yuri sweet whisper and Jessica nodded against Yuri’s shoulders and Yuri guide Jessica as she wrap her protective and secured arms around the latter’s waist and caressing it. While Jessica is leaning her body to the side of Yuri and she really felt secured and she bit her lips to suppress her squeals.

 

They got home at Jessica’s apartment and Yuri remove Jessica’s jacket and help her, which made Jessica blush to the sweet advances of Yuri and Jessica go straight to the sofa and she curled her body hugging her knees and resting her chin to her knees closing her eyes and Yuri walk near to Jessica and she sit beside her

 

“Sica. . . “ Yuri mutter and Jessica mum in response,

 

“Yuri-ah can you cuddle me?” Jessica asked without looking to Yuri and Yuri automatically wrap her arms to Jessica and Jessica lean closer to Yuri and swear it is really the same feeling that she felt to Yoona, and she is now aware to her feeling to Yuri, can she be selfish to have them two? Yoona is not here, so she can have Yuri if Yoona is not here for her, Jessica can feel the breath of Yuri against her crown head and she believes that Yuri is smelling her hair

 

“hmm . . “ Jessica moan which made them shock and Yuri swear that Jessica’s moan make her turn on and she gulp her saliva and Jessica look over to the fluttered face of Yuri and they are both blushing, Yuri gather her courage and she don’t care if Jessica is Yoona’s girlfriend, she is just her girlfriend not her wife. Yuri stare to the tempting plump lips of Jessica and Jessica look to Yuri anticipating what will happen next and Yuri move closer to Jessica while her arms still around on her and she lean closer and Yuri witness that Jessica close her eyes, which means she wanted also and she felt so happy and their lips touch, it is a long peck and Yuri close her eyes also and she adjust her sit, facing Jessica, they broke the long peck and the two rested their forehead with each other

 

“I love you Jessica Jung.” Yuri mutter sweetly and she give another peck to Jessica and Jessica’s poor heart is now sent out of her rib cage and her whole body’s temperature is increasing drastically,

 

“I-I . . .I-“ Jessica can’t utter words since she stutter and she felt the lips again of Yuri cutting her and Yuri cup the face of Jessica and caresses it

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Eriika
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Chapter 1: Yulsic
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Chapter 2: I miss this story T_T
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Chapter 2: I miss this story T_T
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Chapter 2: So no more yoonfany? Aigoo. Im really torn between yoonfany and yoonsic. Huhu
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Chapter 2: yas yoonsic in the end
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