Please let me believe you
Description
Chanyeol wish Jongin would let him in. Because if he won't, chanyeol doesn't think he can do love anymore. And Jongin wish to be with Chanyeol. But he knows he can't give chanyeol his whole being when he himself not sure if he have anything. And so he prayed, for someone who deserved to be loved by chanyeol come and rip his heart away.
A ChanKai story. besties!ChanBaekSoo bestie!TaeKai and secret Pair with oc.
Foreword
I didn’t believe myself that I’ve never noticed. And here I thought we were friends, are friends. At least now I can assure everyone that you means more to me that i guess I’m to you. Will you believe me if I said that there’s nothing that can change my feelings for you? Can you lean on me? Will you let me in? or at the very least back to where we were before, because as much as I want what I want with you, I have to protect you. And keep you happy. Right now, its the least i can do for you.
I can’t be like you. You who shines as bright as the sun and the moon combined. I can’t let myself want you. Where you already had friends who understands you and deserved to stand by your side. You, whose face I’ll never forget since the moment they introduced me to you. You, who claimed to adore me. Didn’t you heard me the first time you said that?
“me? The one who’ll be adored by thousands of fans because your growing list of talents? Where i’m just a boy who danced. With nothing else to help me stand there but dance?”
No, I can’t let myself. Because as much as I want what I want with you, you’ll just be dissapointed at me. I’m nothing but a dancer. I couldn’t bear the look you’ll give me when you found out more things to be dissapointed at. Why can’t you let me be?
It’s Angst but you won’t meet him, yet.
A ChanKai story, yes. But this too, consistof all current members and former members of exo.
Besties!ChanBaekSoo ; Besties!Taekai
Plus a secret PAIR and maybe with other pairings.
Change the descriptions. You guys noticed?
THE COVER IS NOT MINE! but seriously bae, your drawing rocks!
Credit cover: owner
wish to talk with you but my tumblr was hacked and stuff... pm me if you noticed and felt uncomfortable with using your flawless fanart!! :*
THERE YOU GO, A FOREWORD. :D
My FIRST story since my hiatus. My writing hasn’t improved in my opinion, since I too never write anything during these past couple of years, but I’m willing to learn again. Will you help me learn again? I hope you mentions my typos and grammatical errors, so I could improve. A beta would’ve been Amazing!!
*warning : english wasn’t my first language apparently*
Hope you have a nice day!
Sincerely yours, Tichiharahara
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