It’s Christmas Eve. Everyone is busy preparing for tonight, party, and family gathering, the whole world is busy yet Yongguk chooses to stay inside his dark studio, working on his latest track. His sister tries to pull him out to join but there’s no use, it’s been seven months since he ran away, since he left you there. He too, he didn’t why he did that, why he choose to hurt you and left you on the day of your wedding, all he knows that he is scared, a coward and stupid. He was scared on what future can bring for the both you. There’s a lot of question running to his mind, what if he can’t give everything you need? What if he can’t be the husband you deserve, what if he can’t provide for you? What if?   He tried to go back in his old self, he continue producing songs, directing videos and so other stuff just to avoid thinking of you, but whatever he will do you are always there. When he goes outside his feet drags him to the place you used to spend time together, when he’s writing his lyrics all he thinks is every single thing you’ve done together your dreams, his dreams. Half of him wishes to see you again but the other half is scared on what you will gonna say. He’s doing fine until now, Christmas is your favorite holiday because Christmas is your birthday, he remember how excited you are whenever December came off, he even planned a European Vacation as Birthday gift for you.     Yongguk is deep in his thought when he heard a knock on his door followed by familiar voices, he release a sigh and run his hand on his face “Guys please I’m not in the mood” he groan “But Guk, It’s Christmas” Himchan whined outside “It’s been a long time since we spend time as a group hyung” Jong up said “We ditch our dates and family for this day” Daehyun followed up “We promise it won’t take long” says Youngjae “Didn’t you miss us?” “Yongguk, come on!”   Shaking his head, he forced himself to stand. He Glance outside his window before he grab his Jacket and made his way to open his door “Fine, but no clubbing, let’s go somewhere else” he said earning a cheerful nod and smile from them “Oh, are you going out?” Mrs. Bang asked “Yes mom, Do you need anything?” he asked she smile and nod her head “Can you grab some cocoa powder and two dozen of egg for me? I want to bake chocolate cake for tomorrow” She says “Of course” he smiles before he bow and left with others, Mrs. Bang glance at her daughter and smiled.       “We should go outside some more” Youngjae said while they are searching for restaurant “Geez all restaurants here are fully booked” Daehyun pouted “It’s Christmas” Himchan said, they spent almost two hours finding a place to eat “Should we try to there?” Maknae suggested pointing his finger on new opened Italian restaurant “I heard their wine tas