I can’t help but think that today will be different, that something is going to affect me in a way I will be changed forever. Really odd thought considering I am on my way to my loves! I smile picturing his sweet face I have been looking forward to this all day I feel like I wouldn’t have made it through work if it wasn’t for seeing Jonghyun afterwards. We have planned an awesome movie night, that has been well needed it sometimes isn’t easy being the girlfriend to a member in Shinee, but it is well worth it! Finally made it, I wrapped my favorite coat closer has the wind whooshed past as I entered the tall apartment complex. Something just doesn’t feel right. I knock at the door waiting for Jonghyun to answer the other members were out of town visiting family well besides Minho he had other plans for the night to give us some alone time.

“Laura!”Jonghyun says with a bright smile followed by a huge embrace, how I have missed this his sweet sent, warm embrace that makes me feel so safe and like nothing can ever hurt me. “I missed you so much…” I mummabled into his chest my 4’9 stature being swallowed whole by him, but that was the best part, that’s what made me feel safe. “Huh?” he question I let out a small giggle looking up at him. “I think the screaming fan girls have gotten to your hearing. I missed you!”

“Oh, well I missed you more my sweet Laura.”

“Not possible!” I say spinning my way into their dorm, still messy from their suitcases. He shuts the door grabbing me from my circle smiling down at me. “Well, then if that’s not possible this must be love. You just got off work?”

“Yeah, I would have loved to take a bath, but I just couldn’t wait anymore to see you.”

“Before we start the movie you could go take one real fast.” He suggested pointing towards the bathroom. “You know what I will take you up on that offer!” I say standing on my tip toes asking for a kiss, in which he gladly planted softly on my lips. “Go hurry up before Minho comes back.” I did as he said and started the water, after the tube filled I slowly got in and relaxed so much so when I woke my life had changed.

“Laura!” I hear someone screaming my name, why is it hard to breathe? My vision is blurry. “Minho, call an ambulance, Laura come on baby stay with me, just breathe.”  Laura is that me? Am I, wait who am I? I feel my heart racing as my eyes pop open, I see these two breath taking guys standing over me I quickly look down and yeah I’m and there is two guys staring at me. I quickly look around grabbing a towel, I see the guy that was on his knees beside me give the other guy an angry look. “Who are you? Who am I?”

……………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………………… Few Weeks later.

“Are you sure you don’t remember me?” the man that saved me that claims he is my boyfriend asks me I wish I did he seems so sweet as well as his friend Minho, he has been visiting after Jonghyun leaves. We have good fun conversations he doesn’t pressure me to remember anything unlike Jonghyun that tires really hard to remember everything that we apparently had I can tell he has strong feelings for me and deep down I feel that for him to. “I’m sorry I just, I’m sorry…” I say as he hangs his head down low.  I feel awful whenever he is here yet I am sad whenever he leaves feel like a chunk of my heart is walking right out the door each day he leaves defeated. Soon I will be leaving the hospital the doctors say it’s all on me to figure out who I was before all of this.  “I’m going to head out now Laura. I know you don’t remember but I truly do love you and hope in time you will remember that.” Jonghyun says with such sadness in his voice. I lower my head and softly tell him goodbye, I truly wish I could remember who I was and who I loved. That girl is or rather was so lucky to have such a wonderful man that loves me as much as Jonghyun does. “Hey.” Minho says coming with a bright smile on his face coming into my room with another set of pictures of me and the boy group Shinee. I look up and smile it’s nice to just be shown and not told who I was then the thought crossed my mind and before realizing it popped out of my month. “Minho, do you like me? And I don’t mean in the friend way. A look of shock ran across his face. “ I well you see.”

“So that’s a yes?” his head hangs down. “Laura, you see we were friends’ way before Shinee, I have always had a crush on you, but things changed because I see how much you care for Jonghyun. Sometimes just letting the person you like be happy and see them happy is so much more than being with them.” Something happened something that triggered everything to flow through my mind all at once. “Oh, Minho.” I say through tears right then Jonghyun comes into the room with tears in his eyes. “Minho is this true do you really?”

“Yes, Jonghyun but that no longer matter because you two are meant for each other I am just here to be that friend she has always needed.” Minho says with a smile. “I… I remember.” I slowly whisper. “Laura, do you really?” Jonghyun asks I shake my head yes as his lips crashes up agents mine. I don’t know how Minho’s confession triggered this over flowing amount of memories with my mind but I’m glad it did. “Jonghyun I love you so much I am so sorry I forgot about that.”

“It’s okay Laura, but after this all I want is for you to become my wife. So what do you say Laura will you marry me?” I burst out even more with tears as I say yes through my tears. Sometimes change can be good and I’m excited to say that I’m spending the rest of my life with the man that I love and who is deeply in love with me.\\\\