AT THE DORM, SEVERAL DAYS LATER

There's no call from him yet.. I'm so curious that I couldnt separate with my phone even for a minute..

'Hmm what should I do at this time? Boriiiiing.. Playing games? Again? I've never felt bored with games before, but why do I feel the boreness right now? Is my phone broken or something? He clearly said that he'd call me tho.. Or should I call him first?' I keep looking at my phone in my hand, doing nothing neccesary

♫♩♬ Honestly, because i'm scared, i'm not enough, i'm worried that the scars will hurt..
Do you know that i can't easily express this painful heart?

Can you feel my heart, can you read my mind
I already confessed to you with my eyes, I will open my long-closed heart for ten seconds
So don't hesistate and just sa...y..♪♫

Somehow I heard our Say Yes' lyrics.. Tiffany was singing that part precisely when I thought about no other than GDragon.. He, who said 'i'll call u' but never really mean it.. Pffft..

"Taeyeon-ah what are u doing with ur phone?"

"Huh? Eeeng.. Nothing.. HA-HA-HA" Startled with her sudden question, I just said that randomly with a fake laugh.. She must be wondered why do I keep looking at my phone screen all the time..

Tiff got her face closer to mine and tried to scan my expression.. She has an observation ability, she'd knew it immediately what was going thru my head..

"No no no.. U're not doing nothing right?" Her index finger pointed my phone which shown my call logs.. For a few seconds I hesitated whether to tell her or not..

"Are u really not gonna tell me? We promised to tell each other everything, excluding nothing.. Am I right?" Her grumpy face made me decided to tell her everything happened that night.. But her reaction wasn't really good, all the thing she did was frowning..

"Fanny-ah, do u think he really is gonna call me?"

"Hmmm.. Nope.. Jiyong sunbae gives a really bad boy vibe, so I dont think that he really meant it Taeyeon-ah.. U were waiting his call for days already, just forget it then.. Dont make urself burdened"

Afterward, I gave it a thought and realizing the fact about him being great with his bad boy style. I tossed my phone away then I just played all day long with my members.. Bad boy doesn't really suit me by the way, so I just burried my curiousness about him.. Moreover, my love Sones wont be pleased if I got any wound because of a bad boy, and I dont wanna hurt them too..

Just like that I came back to my routines with no thought regarding him.. Days passed so did the weeks.. I dont even look at my call logs anymore.. Girls' Generation is a 'nation girl-group', there's no way I could live a day without any schedule.. From music-shows, radio appearance, fan meeting, even photoshoot..

Music Core 130302 (MC TaeTiSeo)

I was doing my mc-job routine at MBC Music Core with a cheerful mood as always when suddenly one of the audience shouted "GTAE".. At first I didnt know what does it mean, but then Tiffany whispered to me,

"Does it mean GD Taeyeon?" Hearing that I glared at her and just laughed.. It was just so ridiculous.. How come we got a nickname even before we had any connection.. Huh? Wait a minute, maybe that person saw us at the backstage back then on Gaon Chart Awards.. No way!!

After the show ended, my manager oppa gave me my phone saying,

"Taeyeon-ah u got calls and I think u got messages too.."

"Huh? Okay oppa, thankyou.. I'll check it later" Didnt think any suspicious I took my phone and shoved it into my sling bag.. The tireness from today had piled up, forcing me to took a nap as our van moving.. I didnt budge even an inch from my seat..

"Taeyeon-ah wake up, we arrived already.. Taeyeon-ah.. Tae-HEY TAENGOO WAKE UP!!" Shocked by Tiffany's screaming I woke up immediately, following her got off from our van and went into our dorm..

GIRLS' GENERATION'S DORM

"Fanny-ah I think I'm getting way much older.. My energy get drained easily... Haaa I'm so tired.." With no energy left I entered my room, sat down infront of my dressing table erasing my make up.. After that I walked into the bathroom and took a shower.. Feeling refreshed aftershower didnt help me to got rid of my sleepiness.. And just like that I fell asleep as soon as I reached my beloved bed..

'Oh right, manager oppa said that I got calls and messages.. Better to see it now'

I took my sling bag and put out my phone.. What a surprise when I found 'BigBang GD' on my call logs.. Omo omo omo did he just call me? Suddenly I forgot about me being sleepy..

'Should I give him a call right now?  No no no, it's midnight already.. There's no way I call him at this time.. Or should I just text him? Aaaargh what to dooooo!!!!'

"Fanny-aaaaaah....."