1997

Taeyeon riding his bycicle slowly, enjoying the scenery with the wind blowing towards him. He enjoyed every second of his life in the moment.

He then smiled, remembered that he's riding his blue bycicle with this beautiful girl behind him, tugging his shirt tightly, her arms almost wrapped perfectly in his small waist. For safety purposes, she said.

The girl was his childhood friend, his long time crush, his very first love. He love her even before he know what love is. The girl is his everything.

"Tae" the girl softly called him, he then felt her chin rested on his shoulder.

"hmm?" the girl said nothing, she just wrapped her arms around Taeyeon's waist and snuggled closer to him.

Taeyeon smiled, or grinning. Like, grinning widely. He felt he is the luckiest, the happiest person in the world.

He then pedalled the bycicle slower than before, because he did not want this rare moment ended just like that.

I love you.

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Summer 2015

"... but we're not married, yet" the man-soon-to-be-groom said. The girl beside him nodded, agreed what her man just said.

"Yes, but you will in couple of weeks, right? You guys made a perfect match, everything were just.. perfect" Taeyeon pocketing his hand and clenched his hand into balls in his pocket.

He can not believe what he just said.

He can not believe he said that.

That the couple is perfect.

What a lie.

"Thank you! You, too, should be settled down soon, Taeyeon" it is the girl turn to be talking to him.

His mind become blank, just like white papers. He missed hearing her soft voice. He missed hearing her laugh.  He missed her warmth. He missed seeing