Who I Am, Who I Am Not, Who I Wanna Be

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At twenty-two, Sunggyu was a lot of things ― a newly debuted idol, a leader, a man living his dreams.

At thirty-one, Sunggyu is no one.

 

Foreword

Written as a pinch-hit for Season 3 on LJ. Three prompts had to be incorporated in this fic - you can check the original link of the fic to find more about that.

This fic contains mentions of depression so if this is a trigger for you, I would highly recommand you to exit this page now.

 

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kimmyungel #1
Chapter 1: : I cried a river.. I cried in the middle of the night because of this.. and I read it in the worst possible time with infinite contract nearing their expiration and we still don't know what will happen ㅠㅠ but I will believe in them and let's run in along time together as infinite ot7 and inspirit ㅠㅠ
anxiety #2
This story deserves all the positive feedback one can get.
It's incredibly well written, it's thought out and it's real. There's a certain heartache when reading this piece, it's just as if we're there with Sunggyu, experiencing everything - the doubts, questions, problems. I guess the worst part is that I can see the reality lying within it, how it can happen and how I wouldn't want it to happen. But it only makes this fanfic so much better, writing a Non-Au fanfic is tricky, difficult but you did it, yes, perfectly. Another thing I find - I'll use this word again - perfect is that it's GyuSoo, no other relationship but GyuSoo. They have such a beautiful bond, they're both so supportive of each other, their relationship is so pure, affectionate and innocent that actually, I believe Myungsoo would be the first one to welcome Sunggyu back.
Really, this is one of the best fanfics I have read in a while and for sure the best Non-Au one. Thank you for sharing this beautiful piece <3
marieah #3
Chapter 1: Introspect at its finest!
kudos 2 u!
idk how u managed 2 get iside gyu's head, but damn.....
galkasnoopy #4
Chapter 1 : Fantastic story! Really like this! It's almost seems like it's happening as I read.
infigyu #5
Chapter 1: oh this is a very very ery good INFINITE fic, I must say!
its very detailedly written...
No rush and even some facts are right!!
I'm not really understand about depression but watching all sorts of dramas, I know that it takes time and encouragement and support!!
This fic took in those facts! :)
And truth to be...... Hyung-Dongsaeng relationship between Sunggyu and Myungsoo is real! Guess only Inspirits will know this point..
I look forward to reading more of your fic in the near future! :)
wyvernmaster #6
Chapter 1: I really love this! The essence of this story is very realistic; it's as if this happened in real life and wow! Very well written. GREAT job on this.
jhengchie #7
Chapter 1: This has bite of reality to it and after watching Infinite Effect in manila... I can't help but grasp that reality T.T

I loved this
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