YUNJAE SHORT ESSAY PART 1 ( YUNHO'S POV)

To : The Only Love
Without you, I wouldn't know the ray
Without you, I wouldn't know the astray 
Without you, I wouldn't know sky is more than just blue 
Without you, I wouldn't know hugging is fever killer
Without you, I wouldn't know the EARTH is not JUST round
Without you, I wouldn't know smiling has such a healing effect
Without you, I wouldn't know sleepless nights are nights with memories...
And now, without you, I DIDN'T know I will be helpless and tied down to norms, STILL thinking each and every part of you.
When you're not here, my heart isn't bidding. It's pleading. 
For your warmth and cuddles,
For your voices and whisperings
For your love and care
For you to me, eternally.
When destiny decide to test the grip I wouldn't even go for a second thought, 
I was in despair.
I was tired
I was helpless
I was crushed down
I was left alone.
Even so, I continued to believe. Believe in the laughters we planted our love. Believe in little jealousy you showered me with.
Believe in tears rolling through your cheeks just because I didn't answer your call. Believe in nights where you and I have to sneak out just for a small ' Hey it's okay. Hold on, I'm right beside you'. 
Believe in miracles of tumbling over affection and love. Believe in your gazes.
If tomorrow is meant to happen, it will,no matter what. However, if it didn't ? Will you still cut the wings I have slowly built up ? Will you simply wash away the tears I put onto hoping for a small sneak at you ? Will you break my patched, glassy heart all over again?
Even if you do so, I don't care. I'll always be here. Because , when I choose to hold your hand, I choose to render my commitment, responsibility, patience, tears, heart and LOVE. Rip me ALL YOU WANT just for another patch up.
Till then, I'll continue to wait for your return. AKTF.
Sincerely : Me

YUNJAE SHORT ESSAY PART 2 ( JAEJOONG'S POV) 

Oh this sweet moment 
Oh how much I yearned for it 
Oh just how long I need to endure it 
You were just 5 METERS away
Above, watching the whole scenario
Couldn't content my heart any more .....

The little sneaks, the small taps, the warm entanglement,
All of it it could melt the waiting desire 
Just how much time left,
For you to return safely to my side
Protecting our treasure for eternity 
I believe.... 

The sky has been extremely direct
The pinches felt, the laughter contained
All of you are all of mine
The precious sight one can ever have 
Love by your eyes
The night spent along ............

The smiles you presented,
The heartbeat you created
The worry you up roared
The 'thumbs up' you showed 

Even though the moment has passed
The memory lingers on 
In your heart and my mind 
Together we shall begin a new venture 
Showing off what we should and keeping inside the later
For you are always destined to be with me 
Now and then 
Past and future 
Beginning till Ending.