"You make my heart shake,bend and break,but I can't turn away and it's driving me wild."

"Kookie!" The black hair boy quickly got up from the couch,his tiny hands tried to twist the doorknob,a frown formed on his face. "Jungkook,what are you trying to do?" He turned around and looked at his mother with round eyes. "Taetae is in front of the door." He flashed his bunny smile as the lady twisted the doorknob,as a smiling Taehyung was standing right in front of the door with a tiny blue bag in his left hand. "There you go. Come home before 6!" The older boy grabbed Jungkook's hand as they ran to the playground nearby,giggling along. They stepped on the grass field as Taehyung pulled the 6 years old boy to sit on the ground with him. "Look what I got." Jungkook grinned,his black eyes sparkling in eager.

Taehyung ped the tiny bag he brought along and pulled out a small bunny plushie from it. "I bought this yesterday for you." Jungkook's eyes grew wide as he remembered the plushie was the same as the one they saw while walking back from Taehyung's school the week before.

"Taehyung hyung!Look at that bunny plushie! It is so cute!"

"Yeah,just like you." Taehyung poked the younger's cheek who giggled afterwards.

"Hyung,thanks." Taehyung smiled and ruffled Jungkook's hair before lying down on the grass. To his surprise,Jungkook scooted closer and placed a kiss on his cheek. The younger flashed a shy smile as Taehyung chuckled and pulled the boy into his embrace.

8 years later

Jungkook yawned and put his head on the table,not paying attention to the class. The bell rang,as his classmates stood up for recess. The teacher walked out of the class,but suddenly the class went quiet. Jungkook got into sitting position and looked around,wondering why did the students went quiet. Then,he saw the reason. Taehyung was leaning against the doorframe,tie loose,his purple hair was messy like usual. In this high school,junior would be well behaved as soon as a senior appeared. "Kookie,let's go." Jungkook got up from his seat and walked to the smiling purplehead as the older wrapped a hand around his shoulders. "Hyung,you don't have to come to my class. You're scaring my friends." Taehyung chuckled,as he removed his hand from Jungkook's shoulders but to hold his hand instead. "I'm sorry then?" The black hair boy grinned,as the older pulled him to the cafeteria. They stepped towards a table at the corner of the cafe which was actually only for the seniors,but since all the students knew that Jungkook was Taehyung's favourite dongsaeng,the boy was allowed to sit there.

Jimin,Hoseok and Namjoon were already there,grinning at them. "Tae,you were not in the class before recess with me!" Jimin whined and Taehyung chuckled. "You skipped?" Namjoon asked,eyes still glued on his phone. "You know this girl,Kang Seulri?" Taehyung began,as Jungkook rested his head on the table,facing Taehyung at his left to hear the conversation. "Oh I heard of her somewhere. Why?" Jimin furrowed his eyebrows when Taehyung flashed a cheeky smile. "So basically,I was stalking her during the class." Hoseok raised an eyebrow. "Huh? Why?" The next words Taehyung uttered got Jungkook choking to death.

"Because I was in love with her."

"Oh my god Jungkook are you okay?" Hoseok asked,as Namjoon gave the youngest a bottle of water from his bag. Jungkook gulped down the bottle,his throat was hurt from choking. But the pain was not as bad as the one his heart was feeling right now.

His Taehyung was in love.

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Jungkook walked lazily to the school's gate as a smiling Taehyung was waiting for him like usual. "Jimin went home earlier and the hyungs are having extra classes." Jungkook nodded as they both walked out,holding hands. "Kookie." The younger looked at the purplehead beside him. His eyes were glued on the road,his purple hair was hanging on his forehead,his lips formed a thin line. "You remember Seulri?" The older turned to look at him with a wide grin and sparkly eyes.

"Yeah?" Jungkook could feel the air out from his lungs. The sudden fear made him harder to breathe. "We're dating." Taehyung exclaimed,expecting Jungkook to look at him with wide eyes and hug him like they used to whenever he told him good news but the younger only looked at the ground. "Oh,wow. Congrats,then?" Taehyung nodded.

"Yeah." And slowly,Jungkook pulled his hand from Taehyung's grip and put it in his pocket.

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Taehyung,Jungkook,Jimin,Hoseok,Namjoon,Jin and Yoongi lived together in a house near the school. Jungkook was the only junior in the school while the others were seniors except for Jin and Yoongi who already finished their high school. Taehyung and Jungkook entered the house,as Jimin looked at them with a weird look. Usually when the two guys went home together,they would enter the house with a loud "We're home!!!" as they laughed and greeted (annoyed) the hyungs who were in their rooms,but instead,they went in quietly as Jungkook went into his room while Taehyung looked at him before sighing and he plopped on the couch. "Hey,what's wrong?" Jimin cautiously asked,because he knew that if Taehyung was in a bad mood,he would be so scary that even the hyungs would keep themselves away from him.

"I don't know,I said to Kookie that I'm dating with Seulri,and then boom,he was like that."

Jimin raised his left eyebrow before walking away,leaving Taehyung who was rubbing his face with a groan.

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Jungkook closed the door behind him before jumping to his bed,burying his face into the pillow as tears started to form in his eyes. He couldn't help it but to cry miserably and throwing things around his room. He looked at the mess he made before lying down on the bed,looking at the ceiling. Then slowly,he drifted to sleep.

His eyes fluttered open,and he groaned as he felt the pain of his sore muscles and his back. He clumsily took his phone and threw it back to the left side of the bed after looking at the time. It was already 1 a.m. He slowly stood up,and walked out of the room,as he stepped along the hallway and stopped in front of a black door with a name carved on it with gold letters. Yoongi. Jungkook hesitated a bit before knocking on the door,as he heard a cold,deep voice from inside.

"Come in." Jungkook twisted the doorknob and swung the door open,as he stepped in,closing it behind him. Yoongi was sitting at his office table,his eyes glued on the laptop screen in front of him,his favourite red headphone around his neck. His eyes met Jungkook's,as the blonde guy pulled away the headphone from his neck and put it on the table,before standing up and walked towards Jungkook. "Kookie,what's wrong?" He spoke in a slow voice,as he saw Jungkook's puffy eyes and red nose. He took the younger's hand in his,before pulling him to the bed,motioning him to sit. The younger obeyed it quickly as Yoongi took the chair and put it in front of the black hair boy,before sitting on it,eyes on Jungkook.

"So tell me." Jungkook gulped,and looked down as his lips parted a bit to speak. "Hyung,how does it feel to be gay?" Yoongi furrowed his eyebrows,as he leaned in,hands on his knees. "So you think that you're gay?" The younger nodded. "And who is this person who make you feel like that?" Yoongi's question made Jungkook to look up,his black orbs met Yoongi's brown ones. "Taehyung hyung." A smirk on the older's lips confused him. "And he told me he was dating with a girl named Seulri." Yoongi slowly stood up,pulling the younger into his embrace. "You know,you probably should learn how to be confident,or else you will regret the chances you're given to confess to that silly Tae." Yoongi spoke at the crook of Jungkook's neck,his voice muffled. "Hyung,can I sleep with you tonight?" Yoongi pulled away and took a good look of the latter's face. His eyes were glassy,his nose was pale red,his lips were slightly wet. He was so young,so innocent,so fragile,like he would break to pieces by any moment he stayed in this cruel world.

"Sure."

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Jungkook was so tired the next day that he slept in almost every classes. The school ended quickly,and he rubbed his face a couple times with both of his hands before walking out of the class. He shrugged when the students along the hallway looked at him with scared expressions. He turned to his left and walked to the toilet and gasped as he saw his reflection on the mirror. His black hair was messy,his face was so pale while his eyes were puffed up and his nose was slightly pink. His tie was loose,and the some of the buttons of his shirt at the top were ed,revealing his collarbones. He looked so different from the usual Jeon Jungkook that the school knew. He sighed before walking out from the toilet because he was too lazy and too tired to fix his appearance. He stepped to the school's gate and flashed a weak smile to the grinning Kim Taehyung.

"Let's go."

They were about to exit the school when a girl's voice calling Taehyung's name came from behind. They both turned around and Jungkook's eyes grew wide when a beautiful girl was in front of them. Her hair was the colour of hazelnut,long and slightly curly at the end. Her eyes were dark brown,sparkly,and her lips were forming a smile. "Seulri." Taehyung spoke as the girl took his hand in hers. "Let's go home together,Tae!" She said happily,completely ignoring Jungkook beside her. "But,Jungkook-" Taehyung stopped when the younger smiled. "Nah,it's okay. Enjoy your walk." He spoke before walking away,ignoring Taehyung who was calling out his name as tears came out from his eyes,and he wiped them away,biting his bottom lip.

"No Jungkook. You have to stay strong. Only fools fall for him." He continued to walk,even though he could hear a voice speaking back to him.

And that fool is you.

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That night,it was raining heavily,the sound of lightnings woke Jungkook up. And the fact that Jungkook was afraid of thunderstorm was not helping either. He tried to ignore it,but another lightning managed to make him jump out from his bed and walked out from his room. He quickly went into Taehyung's room and slipped under the sheets,lying down beside sleeping Taehyung. He hugged the older from behind and started to sleep when a deep,raspy voice shocked him. "Jungkook?" He spoke into Taehyung's back, "Hyung,I'm scared." To his surprise,Taehyung turned to face him and wrapped his strong arms around Jungkook.

The younger looked up and saw the sight before him. Taehyung's purple hair was messier than ever,his lips that Jungkook loved so much were pale red,and those eyes,those dark brown eyes were killing Jungkook slowly inside. But he couldn't turn away,as their eyes locked,it felt like the time stopped. And their faces were only inches away,that Jungkook could see the small scar under his lips. "I'm sorry." His deep voice echoed in Jungkook's ears,as he nodded. "Hyung,you don't have to say sorry to me. She's your girlfriend anyway."

Jungkook couldn't help but to feel his heart ached when he exclaimed that Seulri was Taehyung's girlfriend. "But you're my everything." Jungkook didn't know how their faces got extremely closer than before,and he quickly looked down,avoiding Taehyung's gaze. And it felt like a dream when Taehyung put the tips of his fingers under Jungkook's chin and lifted his head up,and their eyes met again,the younger's cheeks were faint red this time,and he was really sure it was a dream when Taehyung pressed his soft lips on Jungkook's.

A really sweet dream.

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Jungkook immediately freaked out when he found himself waking up in Taehyung's warm embrace. He looked at the clock on the wall, 5 a.m. Then the memories of last night played in his mind. His eyes grew wide when he remembered the kiss. So it was not a dream? The sweet taste on his lips seemed to tell himself that it was really not a dream. Taehyung's eyes fluttered open and Jungkook could feel his heart stopped when the older flashed a smile at him. "Morning,Kookie." And Jungkook felt like he wanted to slap himself when he blurted out the words. "What's with the kiss?" Taehyung smirked and leaned in,his hot breath ghosting Jungkook's face. "Yoongi hyung told me." Jungkook's eyes grew wide. "Do you have anything to tell me,Kookie?" The younger looked down before he spoke. "I love you,hyung." And Taehyung chuckled before getting out of the bed,pulling Jungkook with him to get ready for school.

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They both walked hand in hand along the hallway,and the sight of Seulri walked to them with a smile made Jungkook weak. "Taehyung!" The purplehead flashed a cheeky smile as the students' attention glued on them. Perfect timing. "Hey Seulri,watch this." In a flash,Taehyung pulled Jungkook closer and pressed his lips on Jungkook's,who was looking at the older with wide eyes. Taehyung then pulled away and looked at Seulri who was looking at them with wide eyes,her face red. And the students seemed to enjoy the sight. "I hate you Kim Taehyung!" The girl pushed Taehyung before storming out of their view. "So let's continue,shall we?" The older looked at Jungkook with a smirk on his lips before pinning him to the locker and crashed their lips together. Jungkook couldn't help but to smile in the kiss.

He was a fool,afterall.

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I'm so sorry for this horrible story TT^TT. I personally think that I'm better at writing angst than fluffy,romance-ish stuff.But I hope you like this though :D Thanks for reading and stay awesome!