It was five nights before Kyungsoo left me. Everything seemed fine. We were at his dorm. I still remember the movie Suho flipped on and the jokes that Chanyeol sang. I remember Baekhyun singing which Kai interrupted every few seconds and Xiumin telling Sehun to stop lifting his shirt. What I remember the most was spinning around in their kitchen with Kyungsoo. We were making dinner for the 11 other boys. It was fun. Our nights weren’t always like this. The twelve boys didn’t always get a chance to be together due to the schedule conflicts so tonight was special. The night before, Kyungsoo wasn’t there due to his acting schedule. Whenever someone wasn’t there, there would always be this feeling of emptiness. More so with Kyungsoo. I quickly lightened up my thoughts. I can’t blame him for being so passionate about what he loves. Plus tonight was a happy night since we were all together. I hoped that it would have lasted forever but I was wrong.