I rarely remembered, my day as an idol

it is a fague memory of mine

how blue the ocean of ELF

how loud their cheering

those memories...

it  faded day by day. 

But with my old mind,

I remembered. 

His clearly voice 

Who sang pasionately 

Who I can recognized

from other thousand voices

I can hear it 

Like a lullaby in my ear

Here I am playing with those memories again
And just when I thought time had set me free
Those thoughts of you keep taunting me

I could not remember the names of my old friends

Our KyuLine members

How we went,

How we are goofing around, hugging and kissing

But, I clearly remember

How I hugged you

Hold you tight

Holding you, a feeling I never outgrew
Though each and every part of me has tried
Only you can fill that space inside

Twenty years passed, 

When the last time I saw you

You and your teary eyes

Bend on your knees

Begged me to stay

But I left you

How silly I am 

To think that I can live without you

I should have known

That it is impossible

I even can't take my eyes of you

Just when I thought I was over you
And just when I thought I could stand on my own
Oh baby those memories come crashing through
And I just can't go on without

Never once I forget

How I am missing you

How I am regret by my decision

I try everything to make me forget you

On my own I've tried to make the best of it alone
I've done everything I can to ease the pain
But only you can stop the rain

"Ryeonggu..... How dare of you.... left me like this....." I am mumbled

A crumpled piece of paper fell down from my hand

The letter which always on my hand since two weeks ago

Inside the letter, a beautiful writing which looks like his writing

Told me that his father passed away

Saying his last words is to tell Cho Kyuhyun

That he forgives him

Then 

I walk away

I know where I should go

I know this is the only way 

Headline News

Cho Kyuhyun, a veteran balad singer who decide to take down his mic two weeks ago, found in the forest last night. Almost unrecognized by how badly his injury is. The  police said that he is being attacked by a mountain lion when he was hiking. But an insider said there is an evident that maybe it is not an accident. They found a letter 1 kilometer from the place where his body found, that maybe trigger his action, to walk alone on a dangerous place where a lot of warning sign of mountain lion. But it keeps to secret in order to maintain his image and to protect the person who send the letter to him. The insider also said that the detective of crime found that there are no battle evident between Kyuhyun and the lion. By seeing the injury, the insider said that he is still conscious when the lion bit him and ate his body. Whatever the reason behind his action, the police decides to close the case into accident case.

As today is also the day for cremation of Kim Ryeowook, from Super Junior. Thousand of ELF, the name of super junior fans, gather together while wearing their atribut. They want to say their last words to the maknae, Kim Ryeowook and Cho Kyuhyun. Rest in peace. You will be missed.

I just can't live without you
I miss everything about you