Loving can mend your soul

 

She is happy. She walks with confident. Everyone who sees her is affected by her smile. The sweet smile is decorated with the cherry lip balm she dabbed earlier. She doesn't need make up. Her face alone is enough to make people fall for her charm. Sometimes, she will occasionally checks on her phone and let out a small beautiful laugh of hers. The smile never leaves her face. She spends her time with her best friends laughing and giggling on god knows what. 

 

 

It can be hard,

We know it can be hard sometimes

 

She wipes off the tears on her cheeks trying not to believe what she read. Still, the truth has no mercy on her. She is hurt. He knows she is hurt but nothing can be done to heal her heart. She spends her time crying and letting it out to her bestfriend. Trying to look for something that can make her feel better. 

 

 

We keep this love in a photograph,

We make these memories for ourselves

 

She knows he loves her. She heard it a million times already. She loves him too. More than ever. Everytime she is with him, the world shines brightly. When he calls out her name, she feels butterflies in her stomach. She blushes and he will let out a very faint chuckle before staring at her admirably.

 

When the eyes are never close,

The hearts are never broken,

And the time forever frozen still

 

He is standing close right next to her. So close to the point she can smell his scent. His hand on her waist makes her heart skips a beat. He puts on his lovely smile. Pearly white teeth showing in between a pair of pink lips. She doesn't realize she is staring until someone shouts to get ready. 1, 2, 3, and then there's the flash. She squints from the flash but tries her best not to squint too much. She steals glances towards him. And when he catches one, she will hide her blushing face by looking away from him. His fingers, however, find the way to poke her cheeks and laughs at her.

 

 

So you can keep me,

Inside the pocket of your ripped jeans,

Holding me closer til our eyes meet,

You won't ever be alone

 

She writes in her diary. Her heart is still fluttering whenever she thinks about him. She is so happy that she tells her friends about it. Her friends are happy for her too. Of course, she will remember the moments she had with him. Of course, forever. She remembers every single word that comes out from him. Every gestures, every laughters. She remember how it sounds like, how it feels like. She remembers them even if no one asks her to remember, she will. She takes a look on the picture again. She stares at it for a long, long time. And her smile slowly fades away, eyes b with tears and her heart starts to feel heavy,

 

Loving can hurt,

Loving can hurt sometimes,

But that's the only thing that I know,

 

Because she is sure, very sure, for him, she is just an another fan.