YOUR POV

I woke up early in the morning to start my day..... my empty day..... I start to tidy up my bed, and then brush my teeth, take a bath, and get ready to make my breakfast... first of all, I make a coffee for two. It's became my everyday routine and I never missed to make a coffee for him. and then I take two piece of bread and toast it. after I drink my coffee, I put the other cup on the table. This is the seven day of my empty day. No good morning kiss, no smile, no sweet talking and no words........

I take my handbag, put on my shoes, and ready to work... yes... I have to concentrate on my work...it is the only way to escape from all of these...

SUGA POV

I open my eyes..... and I can feel the emptiness in this room... it feel strange when there's no figure of the person that I love the most beside me. Wish  a good morning with a bright smile and I  immediately give her a morning kiss and hugging her like I don't want to let her go. I always remember how cute she is when she just chuckles while hearing I said .."give me 5 more minute" while pull her to my arms.

But now, after I open your eyes, I just let out a long sigh...I  don't know what to do... after a huge fight and arguments between us, start from that night, she sleep at the guest room. From that moment, both of us, didn't say any words. No words...

I just brushed my teeth, take a bath and after that, I'm just pick my jeans and with white shirt and wearing my black snapback. I get out of the room... it felt so lonely.. and I noticed a cup of coffee on a table with a piece of toast. "She never missed to make me a coffee".. while I drinking my coffee that was made by her, I rewind what was happened seven days ago...

*FLASHBACK*

"It's 3 am in the morning Yonggi" she said.. "Look babe, I'm sorry but I have to work on my song for our new album" , "But it's been 2 months you came back past 12 am, never had enough sleeps, unproperly eating time and I can't stand tu see you like this Yonggi. I know that you are too passionate when it come to music but this is a little bit too much. Look at yourself, never had enough sleep, never have enough rest ...and you nearly never have a time for us. I have cooked a dinner for us, hoping that you atleast came home a little early to spend time with me on our special day. I bet you forget our 3rd anniversary Yonggi..."  "_____" I called her name.. "I know you feel so disappointed with me about this, but this is my work, my passion, I have to make it perfect and I want to make you proud with my song with my masterpiece. Why don't you understand me ?.... I'm doing this for you, I'm doing this for my Bangtan's family" that moment I see tears rolling down on her cheeks. "I understand your passion about music, about your work,... but please consider your health, your body need to rest.. I can't stand to see you sleep only 2-3 hours a day and then wake up and head to studio to continue your music. same routine everyday.. we rarely talk to each other, spend time for each other and I'm keeping it to myself. I worried about your health Yonggi....  why don't you take a rest even for just a one day! I love you and i don't want you to get sick" i feel so guilty about what happened but my ego have excess my emotion. I'm just quiet. I'm not saying any words. looking her crying like that is really make my heart broken. I just don't know what to do. i blame myself for what happened. and I'm saying the words that is really hard for me and the fact that I hate to say that. " I know, I'm not the best for you, if you want to find someone better that me, i will not blame you but i hope that you can find you're happiness. I'm sorry if I can't make you happy" I nearly crying when I said that but I think this s the best for her. my heart said I can't let her go but my brain say I have to. if this is what she want. after she heard that, she immediately get up and walk to the guest room and shut the door. from that moment, we never speak.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I aware that tears rolling down on my cheeks but I just let it be. I drink my coffee till it finish and grab my wallet, my keys and heading to studio. Before I go out, I took a glance on my living rooms.... So empty. So lonely... I have to do something.......

YOUR POV I open the door, and all I can see is black.... I swear that I really miss him so badly . I miss his scent, his gummy smile, his lazy voice when he said "5 more minutes" when I tried to woke him up. Then suddenly I remember one thing.... " if you want to leave and find your happiness, you can go, and I'm not gonna stop you.. and I wish for your happiness" ...... when I heard that, I just wanna scream out loud. This is not what I want.... I can't believe that he just said that.... Or maybe I just should leave. Let him be. Music is his passion after all. I bet he love music than me. I should let him be. Yes, pack my things and leave... I really love him but I think I should leave, and let him achieve his dream. But before that, I have to do something. I have to clean up this house. Our house. I start to clean up the kitchen. The place that I've used to cooked for both of us. I love to see his expression when he eat... it's make him look so adorable.. I start to organise the jar of sugar, coffee, salt, pepper, and put a label for each one of it. Then I noticed the cup on a table. the cup that I used to make him a coffee this morning. I took it, and washed it. Then I walk to the living room. it's still tidy and neat. Maybe because, both of us didn't spend much if our time on this living room. I really miss the moment where both if us used to watch a movie together, and then I'm always fall asleep before the movie's end, and he always lift me in a bridal style to our bedroom. I really miss that moment. It's 11 pm already. I have to quick.. I have to leave before he come home. I go to our room, and then pack all of my things. When I open the wardrobe, I took a glance of his grey sweater that I always wear. He like it when I wear that. " I'm gonna took this sweater, just in case I miss him"........ After done packing all of that, I took a glance on our room, then I walk out to the living room. I stop for a moment, and see it... "maybe this is my last time to be in here, i just have to leave"...... Than i walk out of that house. the house that i've been living for 3 years with him. I just leave like that, without saying goodbye, without any notes .... You always be in my heart Yonggi... but we have to walk on the different path....... i love you and i always do..... SUGA POV after working hard on a studio, i decided to go back home. She probably must be sleeping right now. I need to talk to her. I need to fix this thing and to make it right. We can't be like this forever... When i open the door, it's dark inside.. oh, she is sleeping. But i feel something strange. I start to feel uneasy... why i feel like she's not here.... i go straight to the guest room, the door is not locked.. my heart beat faster and faster... i open the door slowly... it's dark.... she's not in bed. I started to feel something. "No.... you're not doing that..." ...... I open the wardrobe, all the clothes are gone... my eyes start to sweat... "why......." ..... i go to my room... and lie down on my bed.. "she's really gone".... i feel hopeless.... "babe............" YOUR POV this is the only place that can make me in peace. At the beach... while i standing still, i feel the warm of a hand that was very familiar.... "I found you...." The voice that i really miss the most. That lazy voice... then without me realised, tears coming down on my cheeks. I want to released the hand on my waist but he hug me tighter. "Please don't " When i turned around , i'm about to say something but he pull me closer and kiss my lips deeply. My tears has rolling faster and all i can think is i really miss him and i feel wronged for leave him. I just kiss him back and our lips are moved with the same rythm. then he pull his lips. And stare me deeply in the eyes.. "Come home with me, stay with me, and don't you ever leave me again..." he said.. I'm speechless when he said like that and without me realise, a pull him into a tight hug and crying hardly. I can't even say any word but just crying on his chest. Then he take my hand and intertwined our hand together and go back home. I just follow him without saying anything.. because, action is stronger than word. both of us didn't speak a any word until we arrived at home. When we arrived, he just pull me and walk to our room and pull me closer as we lie down on a bed. I just follow it without any words. He pull me into her arm and hug me tightly as he don't want to let me go. Finally he said... "i'm sorry baby....." "No, i'm the one who supposed to say sorry to you.. i'm to emotional and i didn't try to understand you. Im sorry...." He cupped my face and stare at me deeply... "Please don't leave me anymore" ... he caressed my cheeks... and then he lift up my chin and he pressed his lips on mine. I miss his kiss, i miss these kind of moment and i miss him.... He then hug me tighter and we both are quiet. We just let the sound of our breath feel the room. Until both of us are falling sleep.... *the next morning* suga Pov I open my eyes, and i can feel the warm besides me. She's here... there's nothing i can say but be happy about it. I just stare at her beautiful face who are very peace in her sleep. This is the moment that i miss the most. Seeing her beautiful face when the first time i open my eyes every morning. I touch lightly her cheeks, her nose, her lips... until she move a little bit and she open her eyes lazily... "good morning beautiful....." She just smile when she heard that..and suddenly she stare at my eyes and said slowly.. "you want a coffee??....." I just chuckle when i heard she said that. Then i pull her back in my embrace and hug her tighter... and she said again.. "so..... you want 5 minutes more....." she chukles after said that. "I want us to stay like this for a day....., i miss your scent, i miss your smile, i miss hearing your voice...let's just stay like here for a day and doing nothing......" i said while i close my eyes... Until i heard she say... " i love you Yonggi" " i love you more babe....." -the end-

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*i know BTS since they debuted and really respect them because most of their song have inspired me especially TOMORROW~* I love all of them but my ultimate bias is definitely MIN YOONGI the SWAG SUGA =D he is geniussssssssss~ *