Mark:*takes a deep breath standing infront of juniors bedroom*

Junior:*opens his room door shocked*Ohhh mark what are you

Mark:I was wondering if we can talk *half smiles*

Junior:Yea sure ummm come on in *smiles*

Mark:Thanks...*nervous takes a deep breathe sits down on the bed*

Junior:*nervous looks over at the others*

BamBam:*smiles nods his head*

Jackson:*smiles thumbs up to him*

Junior:*half smiles locks the door and sits down next to him*

Mark:Im sorry jinyoungie....

Junior:Your not the one who should be sorry mark its me who should be

Mark:*looks at him*

Junior:Mark i made alot of mistakes when i had you and one was not realizing that your the person i truly loved from the beginning and when i did realize it i just ended up hurting you even more 

Mark:Well then i guess were both the ones who made mistakes when we had each other right

Junior:What are you saying

Mark:*plays with his hands*Maybe if i never always tried pushing you into coming out with us it wouldnt have ended up this way..not hurting each other as much as we did now 

Junior:Sure but maybe it was suppose to happen *half smiles*

Mark:*just looks at him*What do you mean 

Junior:That maybe it was suppose to happen this way because if i never knew i would just make the wound in your heart deeper and deeper now that i know i dont think i could ever do that to you again 

Mark:*half smiles*

Junior:*takes a deep breathe*I have something for you

Mark:Mwo *confused*

Junior:*takes a deep breath hands him a cup of hot chocolate*I heard its good for a broken heart

Mark:*half smiles takes a sip*

Junior:*takes a sip looks at him sighs*

Mark:Just say it.....*looking ahead shaky breath*

Junior:I dont know what you mean *confused*

Mark:That why would i let bambam leave me knowing that all he did was love me all this time and i just let him go just like that

Junior:*sighs*Mark.....

Mark:That i was an idiot thinking to love someone that was to scared to show his love for me  before then i found someone who loved me for me but i turned out to let him go because i couldnt let that love go...maybe im just not good enough for anyone not good enough for love *tears fall from his eyes*

Junior:Mark baby  thats not true you know anyone would be lucky to have you *looks at him*

Mark:Then why couldnt you realize that sooner *shaky breath looks at him*

Junior:*sighs looks away*

Mark:You dont know that i felt like dying everyday single moment every single minute every single second in my useless life when when i was trying so hard to keep our relationship from tearing apart from you to stop loving me 

JuniorAnd you dont know how much my guilt ate me alive knowing that i was the one who caused you pain i couldnt live any moment in my life knowing i hurt the love of my life.....*holds mark hand*

Mark:You dont know how much i wished bam was you........*shakes his head*

Junior:*sighs*Why did you stay with him...when you know you were both hurting

Mark:Because i thought if i felt a pain like that in my heart maybe just maybe i couldve loved bam the way he loved me maybe i could finally let go of you....but the pain just tore my heart even more and it just made me fall even more in love with you

Junior:Baby......this isnt how you deserved to be treated *cups his face*

Mark:But its all im worth.....just worthless and a toy *hics cries harder*

Junior:Not to me.......never to me *looks in his eyes*

Mark:Your just saying this because you pity me...a hopeless romantic

Junior:*looks in his eyes*Mark you dont know how much you changed my life for the better even just having you in my life made me the happiest ive ever been in my years of living and if it means just having you like this then i can live with it because you are an angel sent to me in my life my perfect imperfect angel * his cheeks looking deeply in his eyes*

Mark:So what now *wiping his tears away*

Junior:It's you you're the only one for me i dont need anybody else but you Mark even if i start my life all over again i would make no regret but to chose you i dont care what anybody says about us i know that even if i tell you a million times over and over again how much i love you i will never ever get tired of saying it just to keep my angel smiling i know i hurt you before but i wont ever give up on you i just cant even if it means me giving up everything in my life just to have you back i will do it because your the only thing i need in my life to keep me happy....you are the greatest thing to happen in my life mark i wont ever regret falling in love with you because without you there's no me your the one ive been searching for all my life my greatest love having you back in my life will finally make me feel alive again please be mine again and i wont ever let you go ever again and i dont know about you  but ill wait a lifetime for you because your worth it 

Mark:*puts his hands ontop of juniors looks in his eyes*My heart knows only you jinyoungie you are the love of my life you are the best thing to ever come into my life i dont think i could love again if its not you.....my eyes only see you because you are the reason for the joy in my life i can lose everything else in my life just not you because i cant have everything in life but whats more important which is you you are my one and only true love its always been you no matter what i do ill never ever stop loving you 

Junior:Do...does that mean *shocked*

Mark:Just give me time please i just i want time to myself

Junior:*cups marks face and kisses him passionately*

Mark:*smiles through the kiss*

Junior:*rest his forehead against marks looks in his eyes caressing his cheek*Anything for you and our new beginning 

Mark:*hugs him tightly sighs*