Will you believe me if I say, you’re always in my dreams lately. Or would you rather laugh and feel disgust about it.

                Yeah! Sure. I know already, that even in my dreams I can’t make you look at my way. Same goes to my real world where you and I are both belong to a very different place. I maybe one of the top student and others liked me for it but still, I’m no match for you, the schools “Ice Prince”  always surrounded by popular students in the whole school, one of the most handsome guy, a talented person.

                You are the boy that’s been running around in my head, messing with my thoughts, making me feel like I’m a crazy person. But all of this means nothing, why? Because, “You don’t know who I am”.

I sometimes feel that we live in such a cruel place to start, a place where you can’t even touch someone you always wanted to feel, not being able to say the words you wanted him to hear.  Or not even get acknowledge by him. I hate this life. It was all okay, until I started dreaming about you. After that I always got conscious whenever you are near or within my sight.  How I wish I never had those dreams of you, maybe then I’ll be able to live my life again, the way how it’s suppose to be.