Title: In Memoriam | in məˈmôrēəm
Author: babiettangkoma
Characters: Jongwoon; Kyuhyun; or your other favourite cast
Genres: Romance, Slice of Life
Rating: PG
Words: 1,168
Warning: Major Character Death; 1st POV Narration
Summary: Five years since my beloved were taken away from me
Disclaimer: No beta. All errors are mine.

In Memoriam | in məˈmôrēəm-

Five years.
When we look at five years in the future, it seems so long. Yet, when we looked back to our past, five years were just like yesterday.

Many things could happen within five years. People who entered university, has been working in a company. A baby, who cannot walk and talk, has been running around and making friends. People who were single, are now has a proper happy family.

Some events were remembered. Some were forgotten, that could be what people called déjà vu years later.
World did not stop rotating. Sun is always there every morning and moon had change its pace every single nights. You might remember how many times you had seen the bloody moon this year, but you will not remember when. You might remember there were days when rain replacing the sun, but you will not remember how many times.

Today, it has been exactly five years. Five years since my beloved were taken away from me. Taken away with peace and love surrounding him, to a better life, a better place where he would not found and feel suffering.

Time flies, and I didn’t realise that it has been five years.
It has been five years since I live my life as normal, except without him.

I still laugh, and stress out over deadlines. I still made funny silly jokes to my best friends and families. I traveled the world to gain experiences and sometimes capture the moments, for I didn’t know when I could come back. I achieved what I could achieve. And today, I just realised that I had been doing everything without him by my side.

Three weeks ago, I opened his social media accounts, of course I knew the password - he put my name and birthday date. I reminisced and learned. 

I evoked.
He was funny and silly. He loved self-camera, a pure narcissist, even though many of his photos are not for public consumption. He was a mysterious guy, well - tried to be, but always failed anyway because once he got teased, he would pouting and threaten that he wouldn’t online anymore. 

He tried to give as many surprises as he could, but again, always failed, because when he chatted, he talked about everything without filtering. He was sweet because he always treasure and took care of every single person he loved. He was glue for a broken friendship or family. People will never be bored and don’t want to be away from him.

Nonetheless, people, including me, never ever wanted to get on his angry side. Even in social media, his words could be so cold, like he didn’t care