Saturday May 30th, 2020. 

I'd rather save my pride and take my feelings to my grave than tell you you had the power to hurt me but by not saying anything I'm saving you from having to feel any more troubled and I don't think you deserve that. You come and go as you please and I happen to let you overstay your welcome because I like you and all. I want you to know that you hurt me but I don't know what I'll do with these feelings right now. I’ll still have the same love I have for you in the past years because even though you might be bad at reciprocating feelings, I do believe you’re a good person.

Kim Jongin, I hope you find a love as big as the one we could’ve had.