n. the ambiguous intensity of looking someone in the eye, which can feel simultaneously invasive and vulnerable—their pupils glittering, bottomless and opaque—as if you were peering through a hole in the door of a house, able to tell that there’s someone standing there, but unable to tell if you’re looking in or looking out.
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New vampire story, really excited about it and I've been thinking about it for weeks now so I decided I had to write it, I'm sorry if you're not a big fan of the way I write my fics because I sometimes feel like writing a fantasy fic then a romcom fic...so yeah, I'm kind of a mess but that's the way I am. I hope you'll like it.
Foreword
Everytime I look at you I feel so weak knowing that I am way stronger than you, you made me feel alive when I wasn't...when I am not, how can I explain this feeling? This anxiety. This desire. This lust for your love. I must be strong for us, I must find a way out for both of us and I hope you'll stay by my side, even if I am this huge mess. I don't know if you'll ever read this, if you'll be curious enough to look for this in my room, it won't be easy because I need to know how much you care about me and how much you need to know my feelings for you. I am weak, I am strong. How do I look in your eyes? Am I pitiful? Am I confident? Please do tell me when you know the answer, I'd really love to know.
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