Dasom P.O.V

I know you will never feel the same as me but why can't I forget you ? The look you give me was never love. You must've been annoyed so much but i know that my feeling cant go away and that's the problem. Why do I always hold on even though i know that I'll get hurt in the end anyway. I remember the day you make my heart beat fast for the first time. I remember how i promise myself that you'll be mine soon. I dont know if you noticed this or not but I tried every single thing just to get your attention. I guess you must've known my feelings when you rejected saying that I was just a rich spoiled brat. I was suprised that I didnt get angry and I feel amazed and sorry for myself who waste all my time just to get a boy attention even if she know that this is just a hopeless love. But Unfortuanately that girl was me. I remember how i'll stay up all night just to be more mature but lost it all when I saw a girl talking to you. She must've been your crush ,You must've hated me alot at that time because the look you wore when you talk to her was the same look I wore when I met you. I remember how you kept ignoring and glaring at me at that time. Then came one day when you saved me from getting hit by a car. I got hope that you must've liked me back . I remember when your birthday comes and I messaged you a happy birthday even if I knew that text wont be replied but It changes when I saw you replied thank you to me but you shouldnt be, you'll only raised my hopes and make me feel like puppy lost in love. I hated you for that but I felt happy when you accepted me to be your friend. We became closer and closer and i knew that i was falling more. I remember when you asked me to go to the amusement park. I was excited and dissapointed at the same time. Excited because it looks like a date but dissapointed because I knew it's not what you're thinking about. This day was the first day you held my hand. I walked enjoying the look of jealousy on everyone face but In the back of my head, I knew that this was never the case. I thought that I might have some chance. I dont know what