“Toxic. Toxic is exactly what he was like, like a fog of toxic smoke surrendering me…suffocating me until there was no air left. The worst part is that I like suffocating by his hands. It was like dying by his hands wasn’t painful but peaceful, like sleeping. As if I wasn’t just me anymore that there was now him too. Somehow this persistent cheerful brat didn’t break but just walked right though that wall I tried so hard to keep up…and broke it from the inside. It was as if I came to them in pieces and somehow each one ended up with a piece. They slowly put those pieces together like a puzzle but only he had the two main things needed to finish this puzzle. He had the glue to hold it together and the heart that gave me life once again. He fixed something that I didn’t know was broken but he didn’t point it out he just fixed it. Placing each piece in its perfect place with gentle hands and soft whispers. Making me feel things I forgot I had the ability to feel. Laugher, fear, sadness, joy, and love many things I thought gone forever. He and everyone slowly popped the top on the bottle of emotions I had and each of them helped carry them. But him, it was like he was willing to feel my pain and sadness for me, leaving only happiness and joy for me. I felt like I was this lifeless empty shell that he filled up with love and loyalty…that was what brought me back to life. I found myself trusting in this cocky man who acted like a child and somewhere along the way I fell for that goofy laugh and cocky grin. But even when I fell he was right there to catch me…always. Even if his love was toxic I’d let it consume me until he was the only thing keeping me alive. I’d stay loyal and no matter what I’d go down for him the same way I came in…fighting.”

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