MI YOUNGS POV

As i exited the dressing room, someone stopped me.

"President Hong?"

"Neh, annyeong Mi Young! I want you to open for B2ST today! At lunch." He said

"Lunch.....hmmm, i can finish the song by then, where?" I asked

"Urm...at the park in XXXXXX. B2ST is going to have a mini-concert there." He said

[just make up an adress :)]

"Arasso! Can you bring the guitar?" I asked then he nodded then we said our good-byes and i went to Min Hee who was 

waiting for me.

-AT THE PARK-

I went to the park alone without Min Hee, because she had important things to schedule....aiish, this busy girl.

I went with my black backpack and i was holding it by the loopy-thingy on the top.

I checked my outfit and straightened it out a bit:

http://www.yesstyle.com/en/tokyo-fashion-floral-layered-culottes-black-one-size/info.html/pid.1025701216

[i da naa what its called -.-"] 

Even though i may be a model, i actually act boyish, but i dress girly...and i dont like bags because they annoy the 

crap outta me! I mean, its on your shoulder, then it falls a bit, then you have to push it back-AURGH! Back to reality Mi

Young!!!

I looked around and spotted President Hong.

"President Hong!" I called out then walked to him

"Annyeong Mi Young! You'll be opening for B2ST. Is that alright?" He asked me

"Neh!~ Its all good." I smiled

"Good. Heres the guitar, and you just do what you do, arasso? We'll be starting in 5." He said giving me the guitar

then he went to some other people and talked with them.

I looked at the white guitar in my hand and sighed.

Deep down inside, i wasnt that okay with opening for B2ST.

Its not like i hate them or anything......im just....un-comfortable....

I walked to a nearby tree and practiced the song. I softly stummed and sang it.

I realized i needed to be on stage in like 2 or 1 minute, so i headed to the stage.

"Your Mi Young?" A person asked

"Neh~" I nodded and they led me up the stage.

I saw a lot of B2ST fans and then the person left me to go fix something.

There was a mic and a stool chair thing for me to sit on.

I saw President Hong motion me to go to the chair and i did as he said.

He gave me a thumbs up and i took that as a signal to start singing.

I started strumming the guitar and let myself get into the music.

[the song shes singing---

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=X716vbXoz_g]

[note: I changed the lyrics a bit...]

i started singing:

So he hopped on a plane 3 in the afternoon
I don't know when he's coming back, but I hope that it's soon
See, I never thought (I never thought)
That he'd have to leave my side (my side)

It's only physically but know that i will be on his mind
Twenty-four hours at a time
Cause in my eyes, you were mine (he was mine)

[chorus]No matter where you go, I won't be very far
Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are
Cause love has no distance baby
Love, love has no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and me

I looked around the crowed and they just stared at me...but one particular person caught my eye.

Yoseob. This song...it was for him.....for us...what basically happened....

So he wrote me a letter, said the weather wasn't better
But he said that he was doing fine
"I want to see you face to face", that's what he wrote to me that day
And I knew that it was all a sign
So I wrote back with a song, promised it won't be too long
Wanna make up for all our lost time
Cause in my eyes, you were mine (he was mine)

[chorus]No matter where you go, I won't be very far
Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are
Cause love has no distance baby
Love, love has no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and me

He stared at me, just like the others did, but suprisingly, some people in the crowd sang along in the chorus.

So I'm going through these boxes, my life's gone off track
It's been a few years, he hasn't written back
But in my eyes, he's still mine
And I know it sounds so stupid to be waiting this long
But I'm still in love, and i know im not wrong
Cause in my eyes, he was mine

No matter where you go, I won't be very far
Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are
Cause love has no distance baby
Love, love has no distance baby
No, not when it comes to you and
No matter where you go, I won't be very far
Cause in my head I'll be right there where you are
Cause love has no distance baby
Love, love has no distance baby, no
Not when it comes to you and me

you guys....it wouldve been rude to object." I said

He sighed

"You...just....urgh!" He said then stomped off

Geez......

I took a taxi to the hotel.

"OOOMO!!~ I SAW YOU ON TV! Reviews were good!~" she said sqealing

"Ah, really? Thats good!~" I smiled

"Yah, you snuck out, didnt you?" 

"Neh...... i just needed to vent out." I sighed

"Well, at least you're a bit better." she said

I nodded

"Well.....President Hong let me have that guitar, so i dont have to sneak out anymore." i pointed out

"Phew, good, coz...there stalkers and rapists out there!" she exclaimed walking in the bathroom to take a shower.

I sighed again....

I wish...I can move on. I dont want to like Yoseob anymore....but my heart...its not doing what im telling it to do....

He expects me to move on, pretend like we never kissed, held hands or told each other those 3 magic words.......

Im progressing on moving on, but whenever i see something that remindes me of him or he magically appears in

my head, he just ruins all the progress i did on moving on, and i realize....no matter how hard i try, he'll always....

be the only one in my heart.

Aigoo...so y DX mianhae readers...