I have lived my life in Regret.
I still am.

Now 25, I'm sitting in the middle of the livingroom, surrounded by pictures from my whole life. I picked up one where I was holding my first own puppy, It appears that it was taken in the country side, probably from a vacation. The sun was shining from behind, making it hard to see my facial expression. ''Yuck! what a creepy smile you had!'' I heard  from behind. Hyunseung took a sip of his coffee and continued, ''You didn't seem like a bright kid, that smile look so fake.'' he said and let out a small laugh, took another sip and went to sit down by the kitchen table.