“It was never planned, neither foreseen nor expected but here I am standing at this place at this very moment. The night being just perfect for stargazing.

If it was another time I would be sitting in the corner, holding my knees close to my face rather than standing on the edge. The windy breeze might have made me wear thick clothes rather than the shirt and black pants that I’m wearing.

 

All of that would have happened if it was another time but it’s not.

I am here all alone like always but this time around not for stargazing, but for the last moments of my life.”