She said she couldn’t look and feel like I wanted. She apologised and I knew it. It’s not like I was clueless about her feelings for Yi An, but that doesn’t mean it didn’t hurt. It doesn’t mean my heart didn’t break when she looked me with those apologetic eyes. Yet I accepted it. Now she’s back and I realise I don’t care if her feelings aren’t mutual, I’m just so damn happy she’s back. I just need her in my life, no matter how.