"Why do you love him so much when he is always playing around with other guys?" "It's simple really. He is the reason why I feel like I am actually living. The reason why I can go on despite all the obstacles in my way. Without him life wouldn't be worth living. I love him so much." Because he is my reason.

All Ricky ever did was love him.   All Ljoe ever did was cause him pain.   Ricky gave him all his love and his heart.   Ljoe shattered his heart and pushed his love away.