I really can't picture anyone having a crush on me. I can't picture someone thinking about me before they fall asleep, I can't picture anyone getting butterflies because I said hi to them, or even just smiled at them.  I can't picture someone smiling at the computer screen or their cell phone when we're talking. I mean like, why would they even do that? I'm just me. Nothing extraordinary, or special.  But surprisingly, of all people, th