I'd been best friends with Chanyeol ever since I could remember.  Wherever he went, whatever he did, I would be there along with him.  He was my happiness, my light, in the midst of all the darkness in my world.  I didn't know that once I turned fourteen all of that would change.  I lasted three years without Park Chanyeol, the way a person could live blind.  I was functional, but not complete.  I didn't think I would ever be comp