I stayed in bed the whole next day. It felt like I had no reason to get up. When I thought about it I really didn’t know why I was so upset. Ravi and I barely knew each other and he was always so cold, but my heart felt like it was going to explode. The feeling had somehow enhanced, I had never felt such a heartbreaking feeling before. I didn’t even bother to watch the time because who cared, really? No matter what time it was the facts was still there. The fact that I was slowly turning into