I used to life that what I wanna do but I cannot do it. What I want to say but I keep it. To do effort with my studies that is not my desire. To say yes, but actually I’m not. I always hide this with my bright smile cover it. But there is one place that I can share my thought. That place is my diary, my blog. There is one day, that I want to tell him how much I love him but how can I say that, my tongue already lock for long time.    Can he h