I used to life that what I wanna do but I cannot do it. What I want to say but I keep it. To do effort with my studies that is not my desire. To say yes, but actually I’m not. I always hide this with my bright smile cover it. But there is one place that I can share my thought. That place is my diary, my blog. There is one day, that I want to tell him how much I love him but how can I say that, my tongue already lock for long time.    Can he h

"I don't know when it started, but loving you as my friend is one of the best parts of my life's story" I held your little hands since I was 9 and you were 8. Walk by your side every day, it’s no matter to me. Laugh with you, crying together and lost together. In the past, I never thought our relationship will be like this. I don’t know when it changes. The thing that I know, she is not looks as usual. My eyes maybe kind of blind, I never see her as friend anymore. Ye