I call this forbidden, they have their own lives and as their stepmom i should stop but i can't i love them too much, i want them but i can't have them. I don't know if they love me but i love them but it is forbidden and it shall forever be like that

In the royal harem, hoping love from the princes', dancing and singing but i won't do those, i will never, but can i really turn temptation down?