He wonders which is a better way to die? Dying from old age isn’t an option now, death caused by a terminal illness isn’t either. Accident? Dehydration? Murder? Zhoumi couldn't really choose which was better, but then if 'murder' meant being killed normally - like how a human kills another he thought that would probably be better. Who would've thought he isn't going to die that way...    

Donghae had been sneezing ever since he arrived in China, making Siwon, Hankyung, Kyuhyun and Ryeowook worried, they know if Donghae’s allergy goes out of hand it would lead to a serious situation. But Donghae insisted he was doing fine, he can’t do anything if people bathe themselves in perfume.      “Does hyung get adverse

  He loves him and not because he's Donghae's fan. He didn't mind being ordered around like a slave he only wishes for his boss to finally be free of the past and move on. Hoping that he could be the reason for that new beginning.