Performances filled with fans. Rich clothing, thousands of awards flowing in. Albums flying off shops, hundreds of thousands of albums. Being able to do what I love most-sing. Having people commend my singing. Being surrounded by 11 brothers. Getting to do fun events, help the world, and collaborating with different artists. Being famous. This was the life of an idol. Saesang fans following me every single second of my li

My name is Kwon Jihyun. I am currently in my last year of high school. I am first in my place, and I plan to stay that way until graduation. However, I have been having a hard time focusing. Because I also have another dream.

We, the fans, who will never get a chance to meet our idols. We, the fans, who love our idols dearly with all our hearts, who dream of being together with our beloved idols, who can only imagine seeing them face to face. We, the fans, who can only love our idols from afar. We, the fans, who our idols respect but don't know we exist. We, the fans, who will eventually have to accept that our idols will find their true loves, which will not be us. W