Hoseok keeps the pain in his chest a secret. He knows he shouldn’t, that he should tell someone. But no one can find out the truth. They’d hate him. They’d kick him out of their exclusive circle of friends and Hoseok couldn’t handle that.   =====

Changkyun understood the slight disdain the members had for him sometimes. Most of it had gone away when they finally debuted and everyone got over their anger at the youngest for winning No.Mercy. But that didn’t stop Changkyun from feeling the effect of him winning, sometimes. Sometimes a member would mention Gunhee and Jooheon would get a little upset. Changkyun still felt bad that he took away Gunhee’s chance to debut.