It's not funny when you're unloved by all.Everyone that made fun or me, all those who've beaten me....they all don't know what it's like. The despair and loneliness of being an outcast had lingered all my life until I met them..friends whom I could trust. I'd been sick for the past few months but I didn't expect anything but a cold as the reason. After my last check up, I found out I had a fatal illness that had only been developing these past few months.