One does not know how to truly express how she truly feels from deep within. As words flows in her veins, gushing through her every beliefs, then connecting to her heart which consistently contradicts with what her mind thinks, resulting some sense of longing of the happy life on which she thought she once had, or just simply confused with what currently bugging her inner thoughts, dreadfully dragging her towards the unexplainable black hole she's avoiding. So here lies some of the unspoken w