The wide opened window resembled a scrutinizing gaze over the gray, tormenting city. Its gaze was blinded, though; there was no light coming from the chamber which it belonged to, even at that late hour of the night. The young girl staying by the window sill, enveloped in pitch darkness, have been at war with herself for too many years now, more precisely since the day she was born. The cold late November wind stung her tear stained checks and made goose bumps appear on her pale skin. One s