"Why, why, why can't you even look at me?!" he sobbed. "Why, when you used to couldn't take your eyes off me for a single second. Why Hyukjae, why?" he sounded so desperate and pathetic - he also felt pathetic. "What changed? You won't touch me, won't look at me, won't sleep in the same bed as me, won't even eat a meal with me in the same room, why? What changed?"   Hyukjae remained silent.