I haven’t imagined a life without you yet but please be happySo that at least my lie can shine

Hongbin didn't want to worry anyone. He didn't want anyone to waste their energy on a problem that he thought he had under control. He knew that they'd noticed him shaking, noticed him shying away from certain situations, noticed the anxiety in his eyes, but he didn't think that he would have an attack again. He thought those were over. But what if they weren't?