All Heechul wanted is just someone who can understand him, and love him as what he is, he couldnt understand  why is it that hard to get someone like this? Isn't there just anyone that can accept him?'   Kyuhyun still remembered his own promise to himself, living everyday like its the last day of his life... So, he is not going to hide his true feeling even though he knows he might get himself hurt. Even that hurt, it is his own choice after all.... L