A guilty lover....  I want to be with Lu! Right?... And this is the only way... I did it.. I killed him... So I must be with him.. He must be so lonely on the other side... No... He's probably happy with his parents.... I shouldn't bother them...  But then what the hell do I do? I need to be punished!.. I can't walk away.... I need someone to punish me... I'm too weak to do it myself... I'M TOO WEAK.... I'M A COWARD...   I felt warm tear

A broken relationship  "So what did you wanted to talk about seobabay? You sounded so serious over the phone." I flashed her the cutest smile I could think of. But she kept her poker face on.  "Luhan I hate to break this to you. But I just have no choice. I just wanted to let you know that it's completely my fault and not yours." A shiny little tear escaped her eye and made it's way to the hurried make up on her right cheek. My heart beg