Immortality is nothing but a curse. No leader should think that, he knows, but he doesn't care. Watching his friends stop aging, find their mates, be happy. Watching his pack grow with each year. It's just too lovely. Sweet happiness should be what graces his mind every time he sees those joyful pups learning about the world with eyes filled with wonder, but only darkness is what envelopes him into its strong, merciless arms. Anguish.